While being hospitalized, I thought they did a mistake. It happend like 4 months ago.I was there for a month zombiefied on halaperidol, but my thoughts did not change: was a mistake.
As I was out of hospital, they put me on fluxonal depot. Hard to belive it, but was more incisive than halaperidol and I was totally zombified. I got a full time job just to fill my time. At home I felt like a total wreck.
It was at that period of time I 've done searches on the internet about Sz. Everything I searched for it showed up I was more BP than Sz.
Finally I got to this forum.
Being on this forum and your discution, your experiences, sharing you made, hellped me better understand about delusional and halucintions and about sz and bp as well.
Thank you all for sharing, reading this forum kept me on the aware side of things. And it is amazing what a person with SZ or BP is going trough. Constant fight between the meds and it’s side effects. Inner battles and outside battles and it is amazing how far you’ve come.
Today I saw my pdoc and he agreed to come of the depot. I am gratefull for it, but I feel depressed. Just wanted to share those thoughts with you.