Is this weird?

I have sz, good to find a place where it is accepted. But when I hear someone else have it I get a weird feeling (irl). Has this happened to anyone else??? Like I know it is nothing to be feared but I still feel uneasy, seems exactly how people treat me lol

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No when I meet other people in hospitals with SZ we usually click.

:confused: :face_with_diagonal_mouth: I haven’t met many people with it. Psych pretty much thinks I blend with society which is not the case!

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I guess that is the way of the psych trying to challenge me @Mars

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What do you mean?

Well putting me to a challenging situation to see if I come out on my feet. In other words throwing me in the deep end and seeing if I swim! That’s my take on it… though I think he had more exp. Re. Sz than me! What’s your take on it?

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I don’t think anyone is challenging you. Are you on meds? Or do you mean you don’t have enough support?

:joy: yep I’m medicated with no side effects, maybe a little affecting my memory but I’m contempt. What about you? What meds are you on? I’m on zyprexa 7.5 mg in d morning and 7.5mg at night. I know different meds affect people differently so everyone will have a different med to different quantity! Pretty lame but this is me now! :slight_smile:

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Have you been on this site long @Mars

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My antipsychotic is max dose of Geodon and Caplyta. Gives me a bit of dyskenesia but I put up with it. Been here since 2022. I recently started a mood stabilizer because I have schizoaffective and mania gives me too much anxiety.

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It says we have run into each other before, I tried this site once back about a year ago back when I was working. @Mars yeah I have disorganized sz. Before being treated for psychosis… on meds for life! Do you feel annoyed you have to be medicated for life?

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Used to be but I’m fine with it now. As long as it works. If it ain’t broke don’t fix it I guess. And yeah I’m here all the time so we probably have.

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What have you got going on in your life rn?

For me I’m looking for work, I’d prefer to be on benefits cause of memory issues, but since I worked past 15 odd years, parents think I should work!

Besides that no friends at present though have had many friends in the past growing up.

Seems like everything is in the past!

Hope you are having a better time of it than me.

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Not too much, haven’t worked since 2020. Used to work as a programmer, taught myself to program as a kid. Recently I’ve been trying to make and release a game every 3 months just for fun and learning.

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Yeah awesome… programming/coding could have helped me in my last career to stay on top of software and their functions. Cool cool! @Mars

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What’s your future aspirations, how old are you btw, if you don’t mind me asking?

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@anon36577941 were you aziz before, I think we’ve met earlier

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No, I’m not. But I know of him.

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Hmm, I take it he is no longer here ?

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I am 26. I just want an enjoyable life where I can create cool things for cool people.

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