Hi I’ve been diagnosed with somataform disorder, I have severe physical symptoms that affect most everything in my daily life.
Does anyone relate to having severe depression and anxiety along with the somatics?
I am clumsy and awkward and have severe pains in my arms and legs. I have confusion and sometimes feel I am disoriented. Doing things is very difficult. I have zero energy and sleep a lot, that’s my depression I think.
I’m taking zyprexa. Its definitely starting to motivate me, but I find doing things still is very hard! I’m only taking zyprexa over a week, so it will take more time to work I imagine.
Honestly somataform disorder is very debilitating and stressful. I was thinking for years I have MS, still there are days I think I have MS.
I know one other person with somatic symptoms and they too suffer daily.
My psychiatrist once told me I perhaps have a delusional disorder as well due to I believing I have MS.
At the moment, my psychiatrist says I have treatment resistant depression which is difficult to find the right combination of meds to treat it. I worry about this because I hate being depressed and the sadness it brings with it is just crippling as well.
I’m on a lot of meds, so am hoping together they will release me from my symptoms soon. I have a bit more motivation but I’m still not knowing where to start , that awful confused clumsy state I am in, plus I’ve lived a sedentary lifestyle for three years now and have gained weight so am definitely slower as well.
I have to do more to help myself my psychiatrist told me. Excersing, eating properly, my diet is bad, I tend to eat as I go, and dont enjoy eating. Have to look after my self care better as well. Theres no quick fix my psychiatrist told me. I’m also going to see a clinical psychologist soon to talk about my past and ways to help going forwards.
This whole mixed up situation for me is just so difficult. Somataform disorder is quiet common my pdoc told me. I remain hopeful I’ll get there eventually:) it’s going to take a lot of work to get me back to normality I think.
Thanks