Well, my greatest fear of symptoms starting soon as I got a job started. Because if my slow movement I got written up which is utter ■■■■■■■■ because no one was complaining so I decided to quit to avoid termination. Now my positive symptoms have shown up. I haven’t seen my pdoc in months because he always have a bad attitude. I didn’t about my racing thoughts until my mom said something about it. I switched my ccareer interest and went through different animals I want to take care of. From bunny, parakeet, cats, to turtle. My mom says we have a family dog but my dog died in 2011 so I wanted something to take care of. My own pet but I can’t decide on what though. Then sudden changes I want to make in my room. (batman theme) I want to get a new car, move out, and every thing else. Here’s the problem. I want to do everything at once. Then here comes the hallucinations. On top of that. Feeling, smelling and hearing. Well always hear things so that’s nothing out of the ordinary. But it’s all happening at once. Which is kinda ■■■■■■ up.
OK, take a deep breath. Hopefully things will return to normal soon. Are you taking your meds?
It might be time to see the doctor as soon as you can, even though you don’t like them.
@everhopeful Yeah I’m taking latuda 40mg. Think I need a pick me up meds though. Because I’m really lethargic. And just falling out all over the place.
I’m sorry you’re having a rough time. I think it’s just like you said, you tried to do too much all at once. There’s no reason you can’t have all of those things, but you need to take it slow. Maybe, for now, you can focus just on going back to see your doctor. Then, work on a plan to get back to work, and once you’re back at work for a few months, work on a plan to get a pet to take care of. Break everything into small steps, and just take it one day at a time. Is there an organization near you that helps people with disabilities find jobs? Your doctor might know about one. They would be able to help you. Lots of these places will give you a job coach, who will help you get adjusted.
Say man, sounds like you have alot of decisions made for yourself what about the rest of your family though? Have you thought about them lately?
Don’t forget about them, and their cars and their house and their stuff don’t just be in your own little world you’ll get screwed up. I was thoughtless alot of times and now I regret it so darned much.