i am bathing every 3 days now …it was every 2/3 weeks.
i can walk into shops by myself now…and actually buy something.
i can sit outside the front of the cafe i go to, and not feel vulnerable…
i can apply logic to situations…i.e if some one looks at me strangely…i don’t assume it is about me.
i don’t feel i am being followed by the police, mi5, asio,fbi.
my rage has lessened…( though i still get psychosis spikes.)
i have gone to dentists and doctors, i am trusting people more.
so there is improvement
" Horray for dark sith ! "
It’s a matter of how much you are willing to do, the matter of what you can do is out of your control.
I’ve been cutting retarded ■■■■ like pills and drink and heavy smoking out in favor of more structure and physical activity.
I may have been killing it in school but it was also killing me. It would be a shame to get a doctorate and then drop dead. Classes are over and I have two summer classes which start a little over a month from now. I’m picking up Krav Maga where I left off.
I realized that I was on my way down the wrong path. Well ■■■■ that, I’m going back to what I used to do.
well done @darksith you are a brave man keep on trucking man
i’ve been meaning to go to the dentists for ages now and i dont want my teeth to all fall out, i am suprised they are still there actually after what i did to them. and i am bathing less than you so i need to improve that too.
I went to the dentist and have a cavity to be filled in a week. They asked do I have any emotional disorders on thier questionare and I replied schizophrenia and depression.
…it was every 2/3 weeks.
by myself now…and actually buy something.
i go to, and not feel vulnerable… 
door mouse agrees 
keep on trucking man
you’re doing great, keep at it!!
