I will have no one to watch over me…
My health is poor, and I’m already on too much pills.
I’m afraid of needing a doctors in future, cause it’s all bribe and connections in state sector.
I’m giving up trying to fix life…
I remember last three years of my mother’s life, she had cancer and we were broke, to the point of constantly borrowing money, and couldn’t return.
Sorry for vent.
What is wrong with your health?
My bones are problem.
I had hip surgery, and now can’t move properly bc of spine problems.
I myself have no one here but I have no physical problems. I slept all day and woke up a little angry. Maybe my anger has subsided. Or does it ever really? What I’m saying is you put things into perspective, my problems aren’t that bad now.
I’m in serious pain…
I know what you mean, i worry about that a lot too because i have just my husband and parents who help and if or when anything happens to them it leaves me without anyone
@anon25523312 do you know anyone who can look after you?
Do they do home care where you live?
@anon29983254, this here is mad house.
No medical institution is working.
I must do an x ray, but already my spine is damaged.
Thing is that I may need walking asistence, or wheelchair in close future…
I wish I could help you in some way.
I have to have a scan on the 4th because of what was seen when I was scanned to see if I had an aortic aneurysm. The aa scan was fine. I went into a state of shock when my daughter told about the scan date. That’s taken me a good 6 or so hours to get out of . I don’t mind admitting I’m scared.
Thanks @everhopeful, I don’t know how I will end…
No need to be sorry. I hope things can improve for you.
Ill have no one too tbh im not planning on staying for that long anyway
I’m not suicidal, just wish that pain goes away…
I’m afraid too of being all alone and having no one love or care for me and instead be surrounded by people who suppress me and put me down and are abusive of give off hateful vibes.
I isolate and feel alone now yet i have a few close loved ones I’m comfortable with or and who I know love me.
My sister and brother can’t care for me because they are too powercrazed and stuck up thinking they are superior and I’m so beneath them.
If my few close ones die before me I’m fu. Cked.
My loved ones probably protect me and take care of me.
I’m not so independent.
I guess if we are lucky we might get a kind cater work for us and not be abusive or supressing etc.
I would love to be a care worker but very few people i would be able to work for comfortably.
I’m definitely not everyone’s cuppa ….
Trust me i have done caring. You need alot of energy and patience to do that job you also need to be able to successfully formulate plans as to how to care for the patients which is why i could never do the job as im bad at all of this especially now im schizophrenic too.
I don’t want to get that old. How ironic I at times wonder how I’ll be at 50 60 70 80.
I have seen grandpa struggle during his last few years. He was mostly bedridden last 6 months of his life. Grandma had relatively better time. Both of them were lucky. That they had people around them. Who cared for them. I don’t think they ever felt lonely.
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