I used to draw like strange but cool things all the time. I suck at drawing but I was able to put the darkness in my head on paper. Anyway after I got diagnosed and have been treated I can’t draw anymore. And sometimes if I try I have a psychotic episode… anyone help me understand this a little better?
I used to make origami, since I started hearing voices it’s incredibly difficult. I rarely if ever touch it anymore.
Por que!!!? I hate it😢 @fractaled
Origami is awesome also I learned how to do some in 2dm grade
I started in my mid twenties. Put eight years into it, only to be decent. It ties up my stomach when I think about having essentially giving up on it.
I’m sorry, you don’t have to talk a bout it if you don’t want. It helps me a lot to talk about my broken dreams @fractaled
I don’t do anything I don’t want to do. It’s fine to talk about, just feels worse than other stuff somehow.
I understand that… my biggest dream, I trained to be a mma fighter. I loved it and was good at it. Was the only thing that gave me peace of mind. And well you know what sz does to you
It seems like sz is somewhat of a creativity killer. I used to be much more creative also.
P.S. I suck at drawing too, always have.
I’ve heard befor that if you’re in a state of psychosis you have no imagination, to the point some optical illusions won’t work on you. Idk if that’s true but…
Lol aye, sz is not peace of mind.
Although I do think more creatively than before, I find putting it to practical use is almost impossible since psychosis.
It’s an evil thing… I don’t even know if they would let me train again with the problems I have. I mean it’s not even that I like hitting or hurting people it’s just being in that moment where you can’t slip up and takes all your brain to do it well
I bet it takes real skill, and dedication to learn it.
I’d love to have some kind of physical prowess. I hope to one day learn a martial art, but not sure which.
Tbh I might end up liking hitting and hurting others tho lol
Do you wanna be like a striker or submission type stuff?
If you’re serious about wanted to learn. I can at least point you to one you would like or maybe be good at
I have no idea.
I am, but I’m not sure when I could be able to start. I’m poor af currently.
Yeah me too, it is expensive to learn a legit martial art
But if you ever get the chance and wanna try. I would suggest learning jujitsu and kickboxing or boxing
I have a friend who knows jujitsu. He encourages me to learn it. I think I might do that, when I can.