For a while there I assumed that I had a personality disorder, but it was further explained to me by my pdoc that my paranoia is most likely due to having either SZA or bipolar.
My therapist diagnosed me avoidant but I think that’s bs. Psychosis can be confused with that, what I was going through st the time. I know I have OCD but never had a formal diagnosis.
Borderline - the girl and me bonded first, then she started dissing me, then she gave me her number and I acted all pissed at her and she started crying… She creates drama and then cries when it’s thrown back In her face. I’ve been told this is normal behavior of bpd. Does that fit you. More common in girls than men. Ugh huh forgot what else I was gonna say
They thought I had borderline at one time because the doctors thought I was manipulating them. I was told by numerous therapists that I don’t have it. One psychologist thought I had schizotypal instead of aspergers. When I was a teenager, a therapist thought I had narcissism.
“Borderline people” are not intentionally bad. Just saying.
I have a hard time to live with myself too. I guess that’s why the only person that didn’t run away is a narcisstic addict I’m currently with.