It can be family or friends or anyone.
I am not close to anyone.
Just this delusion that follows me around I suppose, since they can read my mind. It is a delusion, just to clarify.
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Im close to my mother and sister, im close to my dad on and off.
I don`t have a single friend.
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Sorry to hear that you have no friends, maybe in the future. Ei.
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Been on my own for a long time, not close to anyone
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Yes maybe, im wondering about taking contact with this old friend of mine.
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Defo go for it, if you feel comfortable to do so.
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I’m very close to my mom, my husband, my daughter and my best friend
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That’s really nice 
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Brothers, guess parents too. But there’s all still a few things I keep to myself. Would be easier to get things off your shoulder sometime. But it’s okay atm, it’s not particularly stressing me out; atm at least. 
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I feel you on that about being private about some things. It’s been up and down for me but I’m learning to live with that.
I hope it never stresses you out
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Yeah. It’s not even that bad. Sometimes you do need an outlet though. And I’m not even talking mental health care teams. It’s like any normal person. This is something that actually really irritates me about health care staff. They assume you should tell drs all about what’s on your mind and become a transparent type. You lose the ability to hold your real thoughts and then things like small talk become difficult.
I know it’s not that deep, but I feel it kind of is. 
Haha, stress is a part of life. 
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Yea that’s true stress is part of life. I just like to keep it minimal if I can.
My CPN was cool he was like, don’t tell me what you don’t want to tell me. Apart from symptoms of course.
Yea best not to say everything if it doesn’t make you comfortable to the team. But symptoms is important
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Just God and my family.
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How are you doing today Raelyn fenn?
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I am feeling OK today thanks so much for asking. Hope you’re well too.
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That`s good. Thank you, im well.
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Yeah, I’m a deep thinker. So when I speak about symptoms I used to connect it all to everything to make sense of how it was triggered.
This meant that I ended up saying each and every part of my day to nurses and care coordinators. Now I don’t say anything, I guess psychosis can get intense and the more you try to be normal about it, the more odd your behaviour looks from the outside.
And deffo agree about symptoms. As soon as I think I’m in a psychotic place I ring the nhs people immediately lol.
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I literally have no friends during lockdown 
i only have person i talk to atm
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That sounds difficult. I’m sorry to hear that Mrhappy.
Hopefully covid will simmer down this year.
I heard they think there may be a more deadly strain now. Hopefully things will improve.
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yeah, i am quietly shitting myself here lol but trying to put on a brave face i think the walks and the radio help the most as well as zooms, idk why though it still feels like a losing battle
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