I like people too but they don’t usually like me. But that’s what I want a group of loyal people who I can trust.
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I don’t know there was a stretch there where I was obsessed with the Hollywood illuminati and started thinking the devil was real and stuff. Spent a lot of time thinking about that ■■■■ back then.
I’d get drunk or stoned and feel susceptibility to the devil and ■■■■.
Then I quit thinking he was real and now I know it all just me.
Aside from the telepathic masses.
I can’t believe I’m sz. That my experience is what it is. So concretely there. And it’s all just my head.
We are more then genetic mutant’s. I believe my hallucinations, delusions and voices. Whether I agree or not is something entirely different.
I like human beings if they are kind, understanding, compassionate, and really listen to what you are saying. Humans do need each other to survive and live. However, I am with the great American poet Walt Whitman; " I think I could turn and live with animals. They are so placid and self-contained." I think that is the right quote. I thought I knew it and then I had a “brain fart.” On Sunday morning driving from the office supply store to the grocery store, I turn and looked on the side of the road and I saw a tragic dog “very dead” I think it fell off one of our southern rednecks back end of an old truck. I am being stereotypical; I guess. It’s just the immediate impression I received. When I saw this tears welled in my eyes and I got sick to my stomach; losing my appetite. Only “animals” and my “late” sister make me respond like that; although, I don’t really like seeing anyone suffering either; such as many of you who post. When most of “you” post, I only want to be your internet friend and realize you are not alone in your living, being, and suffering.
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Can’t guilt you there. I believe in my hallucinations too. All these ■■■■■■■ people can see right through me.
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There are good ones too. Honest and endearing.
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I went to the Beach yesterday and enjoyed bieng there with everyone else at the Beach.
Went to Dairy Queen with my family.
Watch a live band play songs I grew up with.
Poeple there were cool.
My symptoms are acting up and making me thing the whole human race is controlled by somthing in the spiritual realm.
This has me not appreciating poeple as much but when my symptoms stabalized I did not think we are all bieng controlled.
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I think it’s really easy for people who haven’t experienced what we have to just automatically disclaim everything we experience as crazy and wonder how we even got to believing it in the first place. That’s all I have to say about that.
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Oh geez we’re in the same ballpark of delusion issues then. I’m trying to just ignore it all.
Sounds like a fun day though!
I think that can go for everyone. Like in movies when tons of people die and no one bats an eye but when the dog does everyone loses it. A weird phenomenon for sure!! I guess because we see animals as being guiltless, uninvolved parties.
Yeah we were dealt a really unique challenge in life…having to face the meaning of reality…like that’s some heavy stuff. Most people don’t even have to question it.
That’s why I think we should just brush off anyone who responds ignorantly. They’ve never been in a situation where they had to question reality so they have no right to judge, you know?
It’s a very, very difficult and complex thing. I wish there was some better way to convey that to the masses…I’ll weave that into my future career path somehow, heh
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Many have tried. These people are reluctant to think beyond anything that doesn’t apply to them.
Paradigm shifts, spiritual awakenings, it’ll never be. The primary motive of the masses is to conform.
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Not everyone’s ready to deal with that sort of thing. That’s areas that make sense to me from what God’s told me, but I won’t go into it. Everything is too complicated.
I’m just trying to live darnit.
Hey Dude 1; you gave me an idea. If I get some work done this am and if it’s not yet raining, I think I’ll go to the Dairy Queen in the pm. They just opened up on the street below me after being closed for the winter season. I do love Dairy Queen. I’ll have to check and see what kind of cash I have and of course what I really crave. I’ll do this after I watch the Gilmore Girls on cable. I don’t have a beach near me. There is beautiful big lake up the state highway from me as you head to the mountains; but, this is not a good day for lake browsing. There calling for clouds and rain through Friday; but, we need it. According to NWS, we are in a drought! I think I’ll add this forum to my happy list. Thank you dude1. Enjoy Dairy Queen!
Dairy Queens are all over the place.
One of my facebook freinds who lived behind me when I was growing up worked and managed a Dairy Queen. She posted she just bought one about 5 months ago. I am happy for her.
I read your post and it reminded me of my “late” father. I remember his telling me that he could not stand the parts in the movies on Sat matinees where the “animal” got hurt or killed. I believe deep down; despite all our possible leanings towards the “malificient” of our species; we are really still “gentle softies.” Most humans are just too hard nosed to admit it. As for me, I have always preferred baby lotion and baby soap and shampoo over the more “adult” kinds. That is because I refuse to disallow the natural innocence within me. That is also why the soft fur of my beloved feline best friend comforts me so very much. Without her, I would be so much more worse off. I think I have decided to live my life for her. Now, I got to find her before I take my shower. She was running and tearing around all over my apartment after sitting quietly on my legs. Oh, here she is! She is climbing on my daybed. She is a Gemini!
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My belief in people has been substantially lessened. I’m starting to become like Mark Twain. He hated the human race. He had an incredible sense of humor, but people with that trait usually have a very bitter side. I like to flatter myself that I am creative. I am an amateur writer. I’ve heard that creative people have more alpha brain waves when they are alone, and regular people have more alpha waves when they’re among people. Even though I tend to isolate myself, for a long time I believed people were mostly good. I don’t now.
I think I am going to get a peanut butter milkshake. I wanted to try one several weeks ago; but, I never got back there. That day, I had purchased a chocolate one for my mother and a strawberry one for me.
Yes I am , if it wasn’t for the illness I’d be very much a person that got on very well with people. Even with the illness , people would generally call me friendly.
Im a people person with some people, not so much others.
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