I have never had diagnosis of mania or bipolar disorder. I had diagnosis of moderate depressive episode (F32.1) at the beginning of 2017, before that diagnosis I had the feeling of “despair” and made about 7 general confessions (from my entire life). I had similar episode at spring 2009, it was longer, but I was not diagnosed with affective disorder that time. It was also associated with religion, I also made general confessions during it. It was scary. Fear of Hell, being eternally tormented by Just God for deliberately sinning… My mentality has own religion which I named moraunism (monotheistic radical universalism), which considers Quran and Bible as greatest handiworks of Satan, so it is very heretic, not Catholic, not Islamic, not Torahic - it is against them. I coined new term for mentality: psychicity, it is a synonym.
The numerical miracles of Quran are something which attracts my attention very much. I may think that I am chosen by Allah to convert entire humanity to Quran-alone Islam. Coincidences appear to be interestingly similar in nature to my coincidences. I had some coincidences associated with numerical miracles of Quran. For a Christian, numerical miracles of Quran appear to be proof of great craftiness of Satan!
The numbers of letters in verses of first surah (Al-Fatiha) are: 19, 17, 12, 11, 19, 18, 43. Five of these seven numbers are primes: 19, 17, 11, 19, 43. Two numbers are not primes, but numbers of letters in neighbouring verses added to those composite numbers form primes: 17+12 = 29, 12 + 11 = 23, 19+18 = 37, 18+43 = 61.
Primes from first set (19, 17, 11, 19, 43) have product of digits: 1x9x1x7x1x1x1x9x4x3 = 6804. It is product of digits: 3x2x1x7x3x6x9. In the product there are digits forming both 21.7 and 3, 6, 9 together!
Primes from second set (29, 23, 37, 61) are formed by 6 sorts of digits: 2, 9, 3, 7, 6, 1. From these six digits phrases 21 7 and 3, 6, 9 can be formed at the same time! Product of digits forming these four primes is 6x2x1x7x3x6x9 = 13608. Again in the product there are digits forming 21 7 and 3, 6, 9.
Sum of both products mentioned above is 9x2x1x7x3x6x9 and their product is 18x((2x1x7)^2)x((3x6x9)^2). 18 is 3+6+9. 3, 6, 9 are members of “Tesla’s arithmetic sequence”.
Another coincidence with the numerical dependencies associated with Quran is about Thabit numbers (also known as 321 numbers) associated with certain slide. On that slide there was date: 2nd Nov, 2017, which is 2.11.2017. There were some bolded additive primes on that page: 23, 11, 797, 10037, 337, 79733710037, 11171. On that page there were 5 facts.
Numbers: 2, 11, 23, (2017) are associated with dates of my third full going to day hospital. It started 27.4.2017 and ended 24.7.2017. Both dates have the same digits in them and the same sum of numbers and digits in them. The digit that repeats oneself in them is 2. Sum of digits other than 2 is 19, which is considered special number for the Quran.
What is interesting? Sum of digits in both dates is 23: 2+7+4+2+0+1+7 = 2+4+7+2+0+1+7 = 23. 23 is an additive prime number which is a Thabit number which has a 321 number as sum of digits (5). What about sum of numbers? 27+4+2017 = 24+7+2017 = 2048. Number 2048 is 2 to 11th power (2^11)! 2 and 11 are additive prime numbers which are 321 numbers with Thabit numbers as their sum of digits!