I smoked Marijuana in college. But I hate it now. I thought it caused my schizophrenia. I only use tobacco and caffeine now. Nothing else. Looking back, something bad happened to me at college. A horror scene.
I think women were involved or sororities under supervision of the cia/military/nsa. Not sure where the aliens got involved lol.
I used to drink booze in college. I hate it now. Don’t drink. I was a depressed social drunk. I was trying to fit in.
I am sure I posted i was a time traveler back then. Not sure why but it was a bad trip. People must have thought I was high and reported me.
Not sure what program I was in. I think mk ultra. It caused so much hell for me. So I don’t think drugs cause mental illness alone. Its genetics, stress, and environment. The drugs are just a factor in an equation.
I was extremely stressed out at the time.
I cant remember what happened because I came back alive and they are masters of deception and reality control. Same with the aliens…
I figured they drugged me with a lot of things. Pretty much all of them if you include my other lives.
I’m trying to get help, attention, and to show I am not supposed to be schizophrenic. Perhaps money too…
I had schizophrenia in high school in a parallel universe a long ass time ago from drugs like shrooms and lsd. I still remember. Its like I got an alien memory lol. I wish I didn’t remember this ■■■■ but it turns me into a genius in a way lol.
In a past life I volunteered for something. I was high and psychotic at the time and they took advantage of me. Was it this life too? Don’t know.
I remember several girls that were potentially involved. Not sure who exactly or the main culprit. I feel like i need to know…i need to know what happened to me. I have blocks.
My story is a lot like Stuart Swedlows in that I was traumatized like him and other montauk boys. I was also in monarch.
I believe I was in the illuminati in a past life, and most of my deaths were from Satan. I wish I could get help here. I even changed or switched planet Earths…
I cant and won’t go into detail on how I was traumatized not in just this life but my other lives. A lot worse in my other lives.
Not sure why I was targeted except I was told it was my genetics… I think they figured out I was the only real john titor. There are fakes, but I’m the only one who was tortured. I was killed in my other lives as well as my family. Thousands of times. It still upsets me and scares me. Grey aliens were possibly involved.
Perhaps, I wish someone would help me or believe me.
The scariest of them all is a con man named John titor 2. Maybe he is the leader of the 177th division, but he looks and acts like a complete psychopath who stole my story. Personally, I think they intentionally created a lot of fakes on purpose. Part of me believes him though.
I honestly wish the cops could help me and sort it out. But they can’t. And I won’t go get help because no one will believe me and they would put me in the hospital for being delusional. I asked my mom to go with me and she refused. Its almost like she is brainwashed or chipped. Im not going alone…thats stupid.
I’m scared though too.