I’m not as depressed as I used to be but I do have mood swings especially lately. For some reason my pdoc isn’t putting me on mood stabilizers anymore. He asked me if I was doing illegal drugs and drinking because I said I was pretty paranoid etc… Which pissed me off. Yeah, because every mentally ill person is doing street drugs and drinking. ■■■■■■■■■■■■
I struggle with alcohol myself. It’s been over eight months since I last drank. I’ve been realizing how alcohol made me depressed. I think I’ll be happier without it. Mixing my psychotropic drugs with alcohol had to be hard on my liver.
Sorry to hear that crimby. I’m not looking down on anyone who has those types of issues. But he just seems to think or assume that if im becoming more paranoid or have worsening symptoms that I’m doing illegal drugs. They piss test me everytime I go in. They do that to everyone that goes there. He just doesn’t care.