i have already this problem without my meds. ive upped my Zyprexa 5 days ago and today it was hell. i couldn’t think well, i was in hell again… maybe the aps are really not good option for depression. probably i am for low doses of aps… the other things are just negative symptoms or depression… its so hard to cant think, to cant feel pleasure of life… it was hell today for me… i am afraid for my future again… dont worry for me, i guess i will be better in the next days because lowering my Zyprexa again…
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thank you prince. i am so mad of living like parasite. i dont do nothing almost…i cant get out of this hell!!! ive tried every antipsychotic on the market for the last 7 years… i struggle and struggle like an animal to be a good person, to be someone, to have some life and its just doesn’t happening. just the pain and all my stupid questions in the head… and this passivity… i dont like ads for me, they make mi agitated
i have this madness of living… cant calm myself… i envy the people who are on their feet. gosh, its hard to live without feelings too… i should orient myself to lower dosages of ap because i am a real zombie on big ones, isn’t it? they cant help more than that i guess…even though that my pdoc was saying that Zyprexa has an antidepressant effect, yeah. she should try them. i am on my feet with them but i should still wait for my emotions…
I wasn’t even depressed when I was homeless. Screw it mate.
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i am an emotional zombie i think in fact… that’s what makes me suffer probably. and its hard to rearrange this…
You suffer cuase you’re an emotional zombie? I suffer dause I go through hell every day, through my teeth and eyes hell itself and and transformation of a self serving select population that profit from it.
i dont say anymore that its only me who is suffering. but i am like this since forever you see? its not like it hitted me in my 20s… it hitted me since i am a child… i am a psychopathe i think… even my mom is sometimes afraid from me… i live between 4 walls since 15 years. i didn’t got your message fully- self serving population?
I think that people make money off of our unfortunate illness…and sometimes that makes me angry.
hey anna why don’t U try anti_depressant…!!!
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You hit the nail on the head. The best of it is, is that none of these new drugs are much different from previously released drugs, thats why I don’t bother with keeping up with new releases. I’m interested if it’s a new class of drug but will the day ever come? The antipsychotic market is worth billions. Why do you think Mark Zuckerburg and his Wife are investing 3 billion in drugs, to cure the worlds illnesses? Profit or helping people. PROFIT. Drugs are big business. The day they sell their drugs at a break even price or even a loss I’ll believe they want to help people.
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Are I dum? I don’t understand the question.
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@77nick77 I mean if the people in depression have troubles thinking… it was my question… but I guess, its just the negative symptoms of my sz…
take care
I hope I didn’t offend you. I was just making an idiotic joke. I hope you feel better!