It’s 2:45 am right now and I can’t sleep. Actually I’ve been sedated from the hospital since Saturday. I’ve slept for 5 hrs non-stop. Now I’m all up and no one to talk to.
I have watched some of your videos on YouTube.
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Sweet. Sorry if I don’t say much on camera. Im really fighting the alogia. One of the negative symptoms. I try my best to talk more but I get stuck in my head ya know?
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What’s on your mind?
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Just sitting in the dark watching YouTube videos and thinking why can’t I be normal.
What is your YouTube channel called @Cici2?
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Pearlsandcs 1515
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You have quite a lot of videos I might have to check them out. It is pretty cool how you do that, I think people need to be more aware of sz.
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I know right? I’ve been sedated from Ativan for quite a while so I haven’t uploaded anything new. But once I get good and woken up I’m uploading again. I try to talk about my issues but mostly showing how isolating sz can be, how my meds affect me and basically what I go through with this diagnosis. I haven’t truly defined sz for people out there cause I can show it better than me talking about it. I have this damned alogia that interferes with my speech and I try to show how debilitating it is to go about my day with positive and negative symptoms.
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Really? I just click on one of your videos and it was like 27 minutes long, that is pretty good, I dont think I could talk for that long lol. Have you ever thought about doing a video about the forum? Try to recruit some new members?
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Yeah I was just thinking that, wow! I would love to do a video about the forum. I did meet my bestie on this forum. Any topics you had in mind? I’m taking requests.
Not sure really? Maybe like cover coping strategies or something.
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Yeah I can do that. I’ve been doing CBT therapy with my therapist and we talk a lot about coping strategies. Coping with the voices, paranoia, and hallucinations. Stuff like that right?
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Yes, I hear people talk about it on here a lot.
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That’ll be a good video. Whatever you want me to talk about let me know and I’ll get on it. I used to have one subscriber suggest many things, but he’s been quiet lately. I’ll talk about this in the video, but sometimes my paranoia creeps up on me while I’m making a video. You can tell when I pause mid sentences.
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I think to spice up your next video you should consider having a sex scene…a gun fight…a car chase…and some gratuitous use of midgets. 
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Ahahahahahah! That’s too funny.
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I can’t sleep either…just got up and telling corny jokes at 4:30 in the morning.
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I just heard my bro in law’s coffee maker and quickly rushed on the scene, for I thought there was some giant rat eating our refrigerator…lol
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I call my wife the ‘Midnight Racoon’ whenever she gets up in the wee hours to raid the fridge.
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