I’m sorry you have been feeling suicidal lately @LED . I have been feeling a bit suicidal lately as well so I feel your pain. My depressive symptoms have lightened up a little bit though and I hope it does for you as well. I’m also terribly sorry you had lost a child 
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midnight is when I would get paid if it’s going to hit…so I am staying up…
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I’m really sorry you’re feeling so sad @LED. I’m glad you posted here for support – that’s what we’re here for. And don’t think your absence on the forum went unnoticed. I definitely noticed and have been wondering where you were.
Also, here are some crisis intervention resources, just so you have them available in case you need them.
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I had a dream a couple nights where people kept referring to someone named L.E.D. I guess I’ve spent too much time on the forums. I don’t remember anything else about the dream.
I hope you’re feeling better, I’m always late to the “does anybody wanna talk” threads >_<
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I’m still here!
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I’m up because I can’t control my sleep schedule. I have to be up for most of tomorrow too, my mom’s visiting from california and I slept through our breakfast plans >_< we’re going to try again tomorrow… er technically much later today.
Going to visit her again in california in january but that’s awhile away. She used to always live nearby.
Do you see your parents often?
No, I’m in Oregon and they’re in Indiana. I almost never see them.
I hope you’re able to get some sleep soon so you can make it to breakfast!
I did notice but honestly I thought that you were posting in the say anything thread.
I’m sorry that your feeling so down, I can relate because I’m feeling pretty low myself lately.
Can you call your doctor?
Having suicidal thoughts is serious business.
Go to the ER if things get out of hand.
Please hold on.
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Thanks, I talk to her at least every other day.
Sorry I didn’t respond, I was away from the computer awhile and nearly forgot. We have a bar in mind that serves the breakfast I’ve ever had. It’s independently owned.
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I’m sorry you didn’t feel like anyone noticed you were gone. I wondered about you, I even considered sending you a PM, but I was scared you just wanted to be left alone or something.
Which is kind of silly when you think about it, a little rejection never hurt anyone, but I was still scared.
Anyways, I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling low. I’m not doing too well myself.
I hope you feel better soon, I’ll see if I can find funny memes to cheer you up with.
hugs
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Sorry you’re feeling so down @LED. You’re definitely a valuable member of this forum and i hope you feel better soon. I know you’ve mentioned before that this is a tough time of year for you. Just hang on and take care of yourself and know we’re all here for you when you need us.
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I noticed you weren’t posting. I assumed you were busy due to holidays or some other thing. I should have posted and asked how you were. I’m sorry. But I did notice. I just assumed you were busy. I shouldn’t be assuming things though. I’m glad you’re posting again. Do you celebrate Christmas?
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Thanks. I don’t celebrate Christmas, I’m atheist. But I celebrate New Year’s and we give gifts on that day.
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That’s cool. At least you still get to give gifts and see people smile :). That’s my favorite part of Christmas. 
Hey @led . I’m sorry you’re having such a rough time. When your next appointment with your psychiatrist? Make sure you tell them how you’ve been feeling.
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My next appointment isn’t until February 7th. But I have a call in to the med nurse about increasing my AD.
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That’s great ! I hope that works out. 
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Hopefully the med nurse ups your dose! Do you have an appointment to see him/her?
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No appointment, just a phone call.
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I hope it goes well.
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