Everyday for many years now i’ve been dealing with the devil talking to me. Says that this world is all false and only the spiritual world is real and Im going to hell. I have this weight on my head that feels like sin. I’ve felt fires and other hallucinations that are quite scary. Sometimes when I get psychotic i’ll think it’s the end of the world. Been hospitalized a couple time. I take medecine. Staying away from alcohol and other drugs. But it sucks to have this everyday being attacked by the devil talking to me for 8 years now and I can’t shake the feeling. meditation and logical thinking/cbt has helped me the most and im glad to say that I am going into my junior year of university. It takes almost all my will to go to class in the morning and push through what feels like muck all inside of my body and mind.
I’ve had similar experiences. However I was not told I was the antichrist but rather that I would have to give birth to the antichrist A lot of weird and stressful experiences around it. I’m apparently going to be taken to hell and turned into a whore. It’s really terrifying but when you get down to it many of us on here have gone through the same stuff and every time it ends up being psychosis, so we just have to do the best we can to keep calm and rational about it.
I think those delusions in myself come from my fear of being evil and strong desire to be a good person. Try to learn about yourself from these beliefs.
you sound like you are a bit unstable. I would share this with your pdoc and see what meds he may be able to up or change…good luck.
I’ve had something like that, it’s just negative subconscious chatter triggered by a brain injury of some sort. Be logical about it. A theistic, non-pagan religion helps, too.
I understand @Anna.
Sounds terrifying.
Tell them you’re not qualified for the job.
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