Just wondering, do people here have any delusions or any experiences concerning aliens or alien life forms? I would really love to hear your stories!
I thought I was an alien in a robot society. I was from a futuristic utopia where each child is raised on their own planet given to them where all other 7 billion people…to the mosquitos on earth were programmed robots and everything was omniscient. Meaning I was destined to become who I am and nothing was under my control. I had free will but determinism was the theme of my life. And December 21 2012 marked the return to my home planet where I would be integrated into society 
Interesting! I’ve also had loads of delusions about 2012, mainly about it either being complete desolation or an unveiling of utopia. I’ve come to realse though, that it mainly just heralds a new aeon/age. By my deduction, many schizophrenics have had incredible dreams of a fairly technological at least utopian society here on earth. Many report mainly on the futuristic railway/trains that run though the city!
I very briefly thought I was an alien from another planet here to serve as the Messiah and bring peace to Earth. This was intertwined with my ongoing belief that I am the subject of an extremely elaborate brain study. I STILL think I am part of a brain study but I don’t think I am an alien anymore. In fact, after watching a Stephen Hawking special, I don’t think there is intelligent life anywhere near us and highly unlikely aliens have or ever will visit our planet.
Ironically my name is Steven and my codename is Hawk LOLZ. I personally thought that I was the Messiah as well, except I’m more tempted to believe in the concept of Christ conciousness. Which is basically knowledge of Christ and a heightened pereception like all great men/women in the past…
Sometimes I also think that Aliens probe us because we descend from Yeshua and it’s sort of like Assasains Creed. High possibility, but I think its just part of my delusions…
Sometimes, when I sit out and look at the stars too long, I either freak out because I’m being watched and having my picture taken by government satelites, or I feel like aliens are about to attack or they’re watching me.
But thats about it.
Just the matrix kind - I don’t fear aliens.
I had X-Files type delusions for years. I realized they were delusions when, first, my meds kicked in, and second, I did some math. I’m pretty sure that a Kardashev Scale II civilization isn’t going to expend the energy of an entire star to visit Earth and focus their energies on a friggin’ line cook. I mean, seriously, there were much better choices to be made than me in terms of power and influence.