Feel like they wish they could stop and start again? I feel like that with regards to my sza journey.
Like everything is a lie before and if I could stop treatment and restart all over I would tell the truth this time.
I don’t know why but I cannot shake off this feeling that I’m fake and want to start over and tell the truth this time…
Like I worry if I lied about the radio in my head. How do I tell if I’m faking or a liar? Or if I’m true?.
It’s dilemma in my mind racing around making me worried. Why I don’t know… I’m just scared I lied 
Makes me feel like I want to stop treatment and start on a new page.
I’m sorry if I’m upsetting or irritating people on here by my posts. constantly worrying . Negative Etc. Please forgive me I’m just scared I’m liar
Sz is playing all kinds of tricks and games with our minds. That’s why it’s called delusions or false beliefs.
You come a long way with sz and should know some of the pitfalls by now which this illness brings.
My episodes is to severe to fake it. Btw I knew nothing about sz when I was diagnosed. I never felt I was faking any paranoia or delusion.
I’m sure your not a liar. Sometimes it can be hard to understand what happens to ourselves and what goes on in our minds. Maybe you heard a radio on a occasion, but not all the time. That doesen’t make you a liar. It’s just that things change all the time, also symptoms can change from day to day.
Thanks @Mr_Hope and @anon18305065 for your replies. I’m really feeling bad like I’m a fake and need to stop meds to see the truth come out . It’s scary.
No. I’m where I’m supposed to be doing what I need to do. All the misfortunes along the way give me what I needed to get past the next obstacle.
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