Well, I pled no contest to a crime I never did but probably had more a chance than realized at the time to beat my case…
Stupid. I was scared of prison.
4.5 years probation.
I think a regret is nothing more than having done something we wish we hadn’t — which is pretty much everyone…
Its really difficult for me not feeling stupid as my upbringing was nothing else but make me feel stupid and incompetent. As the diagnosed sz got added to my life it really got complicated.
Sometimes i joke with my partner and ask her if i graduated.
Dunkin donuts. Has a t-shirt. Saying. Their product is better then crack. Ha ha
Einstein. Was almost expelled from the polytech because he wouldn.t. apply himself. Years before his famous formula.
In 2004 I heard a voice say when was the last time you had a good conversation with your dad? The next year he died. I.ve also heard screams. Yet. The olanzapine is very good at blocking these. In 24 years i,'ve only had 2. Auditory. Hallucinations.
You think maybe these voices come from loud music like listening to heavy metal?
I think Mike and Molly. Is very stupid, yet they are rich!
No, otherwise all people listening to heavy metal would be schizophrenic which is not true.
It’s notable that many heavy metal musicians advocate suicide. I don,t recommend this. We.re not supposed to “abandon our post”. And if someone fails they might make their life even worse, I know I did. A forced car accident into a bridge rail. Proably takes away a few IQ. Points.
Its because they take drugs. Drugs can cause mental illness and can cause suicide.
I say hm music. Because it.s loud. Ego driven and. Mind altering because of it.s intensity, although. Barry manilow. Could have the same effect with different results.
I.ve learned in my studies of schizophrenia, that the condition arises out of a selfish ego driven nature, and drugs are infantile self indulgent you know,
Self-pity. May even fuel. Schizophrenia. It is a sin to wallow in self pity. If someone. Ever says can you blame me, you probably could. We.re all responsible for our choices.
What did you study? I took psychology and neuroscience classes in university and sz is 80% genetic, 20% drugs and stress like trauma.
“Estimates of the heritability of schizophrenia are between 70% and 80%, which implies that 70% to 80% of the individual differences in risk to schizophrenia is associated with genetics.”
I used to think I was Jesus. Talk about self absorbed. I don,t know what to reference because my references are from self contemplation.
My grandmother had schizophrenia. My dad may have had it after his stroke in 1975, never diagnosed. My brother may have had it, he had mr, my mother definitely had it never diagnosed. They were smart enough to hide it. I was born deaf for the first 4 yrs of my life,
It brain chemistry imbalance causing random non logic thoughts. I also thought I was Jesus and I tried to kill myself to prove that I am Jesus. I nearly died from liver failure emergency drs said.
Schizophrenia often displays itself in brilliant people, they lack the emotional strength, unfortunately. See “A. BRILLANT MIND”
I was born premature and underweight, that increases schizophrenia risk.