Total crap? Ugh. Sorry I’ve been such a downer lately guys. And sorry I’m venting about it now lol. I really don’t know what’s going on with me. My brain feels just weird
But thanks everyone for the happy cake days!
and thanks @Jonnybegood for starting the thread. All of you are great.
Most of the time I feel nothing, flat/neutral.
I’m trying to live life without medication again. I have to cut back on cigarettes and attain true sobriety. It isn’t easy, I think I can though.
I feel decent tonight myself. A little bored as usual, but ok. Sorry that you are still not feeling good , @anon61987434 .
Oh man, good luck to you!
Sending well wishes and good vibes
I feel it too 
everyday is like a balancing act of pills n coffee and supplements just to get my butt out the door and start my day
Thanks that type of positivity and support is necessary. I intend to keep my calm.
Glad you’re feeling alright, Bowens.
It’s okay… I just hope it goes away
Just remember that the answer is 42 @schizophrenisaurus . You do still concur, don’t you?
Ugh, sorry. How long have you been feeling that way?
Hah! What is a man? 
I’m honestly kind of worried I’m pregnant again…
I’m most likely not and just being dramatic… but a week or so after I got pregnant with baby human I was super pissy and emotional.
Ugh, idk, I just want an answer to why I feel like this.
Well, the world is no less beautiful today than it was yesterday if not more now.
Years now ---- I notice my depression starts around the same time every day like clockwork
Sometimes I wonder if someone altered reality and were literally living in an artificial world where we are inside of a dream
Bleh.
One thing is for certain, get plenty of sleep — treat yourself with ice cream, don’t be too hard on yourself it’s not your fault to feel this way
As a man to a woman, I do think there is something wrong with men, and so I feel there is something that can be done.
That’s kind of hard right now lol with taking care of a 4 month old baby. But I get it. True words.
So maybe I’m experiencing depression? Idk, it’s a possibility I guess.
Enough of that for now though.
I am very confused 
Well, I mean to say that I feel loyalty in men is a problem in the world today and has been for some time. Women bear the burden of knowing they can birth, men have forgotten what it is to know a father who loves their mother.
And I know this because I am a man who forgot to love his father.