I’m quieter, my friends when i was younger would say I was hardly serious. But first growing up then getting sick put on aps I lost my sense of humor. I’m suspicious of people too but that’s the illness not the meds.
I couldn’t talk to anyone right before APs, I had no way of socializing, then when I went on them, my family members noticed a significant improvement of me talking to them and not thinking everyone was against me or reading my mind.
5mg haldol: there isnt much behaviour to speak of. Im a zombie staring into space.
2mg haldol: im a bit subdued, disinterested and calm in my behaviour.
0.5mg haldol: my friend recently commented that he always loves me, but he likes me better on this low dose. He says I have more of an edge, that im more playful, social and curious. Also more temperamental. I can be difficult.
0mg: as above. Or totally out of control in case of psychosis.
I think it is the different between colour and greytones.