when we stayed in a motel up north…a couple of years back.
i was so gone ’ mentally '…
i thought the tv had a camera in it…
so did the phone…
so did the table…
and the painting on the wall of the room !?!
mrs. sith took all the towels from the bathroom and put them over all the items in question.
the room looked surreal…like an art installation… in white !?!
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She sounds like a wonderful wife. When the voices are screaming at me to stay awake, Fiance talks over them until I fall asleep. He tells me boring stories about his video games, and that puts me right out!
Once, in the grocery styore, I thought the display was full of beating human hearts. They were just pepperoni, but when I screamed at him to stop touching them, he went along with it. It was kind of awkward for the random other shopper who witnessed it though…
that is funny…and slightly disturbing…lol
i walked into the kitchen last week and there were dead bodies over the floor…what the !?!
it is always entertaining .!!
never a ’ dull ’ moment !?!
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I once got tired of everyone I knew refusing to engage with me when I talked about my psychosis problems. So I walked through a really shady part of town at 3 a.m. and just started blurting out my problems to anyone that tried to sell me crack or solicit prostitution. I felt a lot better by the time the sun came up. Good therapy.
No I was dressed like you’re typical middle class white boy. They all approached me probably thinking they were going to take me for something. By the time I was done talking they all wanted to get away from me
One of my housemates is going through a kidney infection - psychosis and wants no light in the room because its burning her. We try to oblige. I know she wants to stay out of the hospital but there are problems, too, like she’s not taking care of her cat and other chores. We can only hope.
i spent most of my life walking around in the darkness…because i did not like ’ light ’ or …
i would go out only in the dark…or keep to the shadows during the day.
mrs. sith walked into a lot of furniture…!?!
she would call me a bat
she now has a limp…lol
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I once became fully nocturnal and worked out at a 24 hour fitness at midnight. I also spoke very little and only about the imaginary people. I once looked behind me when I was sitting in the front of a stastics class and I saw every single person stare at me, an auditorium style room.
I also laughed uncontrollably and was pretty out of touch with reality at a movie theater and then afterwards a Waffle House after eating five pot brownies when I was 18. My friends and I had to leave and get breakfast from McDonald’s drive through. It was about 4am. I then went to play with my natural toy in the bathroom at the house we were sleeping in and I blacked out every twenty seconds. Then when I finished it felt like what I have heard heroin feels like.
I was homeless walking from town to town in ny. There was a shop titled "next to nothin ". There were a group of hoods hanging next door… so I shouted about the store being "next to "nothing " and thankfully I got out of town before they killed me… that was my tendency of ocd in riddles
aarrhhhhh i too share memories of the good old days sleeping on a park bench in sydney or worse sleeping in a bus shelter in scotland…( that was very cold !?! )
it is good you are a fast runner …
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I kept talking to my lamps, intended to disclose that I was making the worlds so needed revolution. The lamps were bugged of course, and the kitchen lamp had a camera, I used to dance in the kitchen.
I have an odd one. I would lie in my dorm room some nights freaked out because I thought everything I was seeing wasn’t real. Except it was real. I don’t know how to explain it. When I was in the shower I was sure I was in front of a ton of people naked and only thought I was in the shower. I was afraid I wasn’t in the shower except I was in the shower and I could see that I was in the shower, if that makes any sense.