I know what you’re talking about. When I was being flat from a emotional point of view I would feel good with every feeling I’ve had… Negative or positive. If I felt joy I would get satisfied, same goes for being angry(which happen so rare that I can count how many times I’ve been angry on all my fingers and toes) , and sadness was like a divine hand from the emotional God…
We tend to feel alive when we have emotions because meds make us pretty flat.
From a couple of months ago I just feel content. No other emotion and it’s the best. Nothing upsets me. I got hyper active from time to time but no emotions just pure energy…
I must sound manic lol
But I’m very content and at my place.