i was really “unwell” when i wrote this, no one has ever seen it
purge your mind
let water pour over your thoughts
as if it were a warm blanket
then scream until the gods recognize you
you are the antithesis of holy
and although your mind is impure
you know that your spirit is clean and divine
you are both horror and grace
embodied in just one shell
the difficulty is in feeling right
when your contradictions are so powerful
but one day they will see you
the gods and everyone who doubted will see your light as well
the realization will engulf them in flames
their heat will keep you warm