When I first arrived here I posted and had complex communication with others / conversations… now it seems like I am a fly on the wall paper / is this delusional / have I become uninteresting / boring into normality ?
If you’re like me, those kinds of phases come and go. Some of the times when I thought I was the most sublime were when I was the most lost. I’ve heard it said as, “Not being on the beam, and not knowing I’m not on the beam, because I’m not on the beam.”
It’s not just you. Sometimes I feel like I am ignored too. Could be delusional.
I see you /avatar