Hi I’m 21 year old male. I’ll start at the beginning I used to go to raves and do exctasy every other week for about 8 months then I suffered a panick attack which lead to me thinking I was having a heart attack I went to the hospital and they said I was all clear and it all started from this. Now 5 months down the line I started to become obsessed with schizophrenia because of one day I felt like ■■■■ and started to read up about it and now I can’t stop thinking I have it ! Some days I feel fine like there’s nothing wrong with me at all and others I’m questioning if my thoughts are mine or are they voices in my head! I still go to the gym and work out so I’m still motivated and still go out with friends and stuff but I just can’t seem to get rid of the thought I might be developing the illnes. It gets so bad that i hear a noice and try and convince myself it was an hullicination which then make me have a panick attack and then the cycle repeats. I’ve been to my gp and told him everything and he said I’ve got anxiety which I think I have but then I start to think I didn’t tell him my symptoms or didn’t tell him all of them. Just want some help really sorry if it’s abit all over the place and thanks in advance.
Don’t think u get schizophrenia from ecstasy far as I know
Sounds lot like anxiety
Forgot to mention that i seem to talk to myself more in my head now aswell and I google about these symptoms nearly everyday
I would quit the drug taking and talk to a doctor
I haven’t taken drugs since my first panick attack. Could it be pscosis (sorry for the spelling ) or does that normally happen when you come off the drugs? Sorry for all the questions I’m new to all of this 
i’ll start with the usual, “no one here can diagnose you” we are not doctors we just suffer from some horrible mental illnesses. i do suggest going to the doctor, and discuss your symptoms with him or her.
I’ve been to the doctor He said anxiety and left it at that 
I just want advice really and some knowledge as I’m scared.
its okay to be scared, when i first got sick i didn’t have schizoaffective disorder i had depression and anxiety. i don’t think anyone here wants to diagnose you since we are not doctors. just be sure to tell your doctor of any worsening or new symptoms.
my dad has schizoaffective disorder like i do, he said his symptoms didn’t start until he tried weed at 15. But my father is proof some sz and sza can hide their symptoms for years.
Really and yeah I guess your right and yeah I will do thank you for your advice
What sz and sza by the way ?
sz is schizophrenia and sza is schizoaffective disorder. sorry i should have explained that before.
No it’s fine don’t worry about it and thanks again
I agree sounds mostly like anxiety. Also the drugs probably weren’t helping your mental state either lol. Talk to a doc if you’re concerned.
Yeah I know the drugs were a stupid mistake and I’ve learnt from that now it’s been 6or 7 months now since I last touched a drug and thank you for your advice
You could have mild schizophrenia and not really know it. Mine took many months to develop. I would suggest taking phish oils and taking to a psychiatrist in the near future. He might be able to give you sooner gong that will slow the process down so you don’t become full blown
You may want to go to a psychiatrist over a gp just because they aren’t as experienced with psych stuff as a psychiatrist would be.
You certainly don’t have my brand of sz. I find it impossible to talk in my head and I have very few days when I’m okay. You could be prodromal, how old are you? The age is important to know when diagnosing.
Yeah maybe and really that’s good to know then and I will thank you for your advice.
How would I go about seeing one though ?
It’s like I’m over thinking everything in my head if that makes sense and I’m 21