I think everyone are trying to get me out the closet; multiple factors but I know I’m straight I like girls only
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I can empathize with you. one time one of my close friends brought over one of his gay friends to sit and talk with me…I think they thought I was secretly gay or something even though I always showed a strong interest in the women we had around us. anyways, once I figured out that the guy was trying to see if I was gay. haha…it’s funny now but it made me mad when it happened.
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It’s probably those dudes at the gym. Have you been checking them out?
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Sometimes I get the feeling that I’m gay or bi, it’s part of the disease for me.
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Yeah aha probably why
Maybe your bi and they turn you on 
When I was young, I thought I was gay or bi. But now I just found that I am straight fully.
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a true test of being gay with sz or sza is being gay before the illness happened, that’s what it was for me, I was with my partner almost 2 years before I became ill. if you think its the ap making you feel that way discuss with your pdoc I know its embarrassing but I discussed with one of my pdocs about my lack of libido and she took me off the anti depressant that was causing it and switched me to something else.
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It all started when I first took my ap ability I was watching nfl and couldn’t stop looking at muscles then I done weird yoga poses on the stairs and hallucinated a dildo coming towards me and then got my best mates in my head and was imaging a sleeve on me to ‘cover up’ since then I can’t stop looking at muscles aps change me who I am phsycho if I take the pill so I decided not to take them then couldn’t cope but now I’m still feeling that way, does anti phsycotics change the person you are? Because I don’t wanna take them otherwise
Nope nope I know now I’ve always been paranoid of being gay since secondary school I have my reasons case closed I’m happy
I’m gay and antipsychotics did not effect my preference.
I would ignore those people it’s not there decision. I think people need to stop stereo typing . You said you are straight but yet you question it because of what others say. When you hear something enough you start to believe it. You can’t judge a book by it’s cover , stay strong and live the way you choose.
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I think that antipsychotic meds play with your hormones and make you feel less attracted to members of the opposite sex, which in turn makes you think that you are gay. Unless of course you are really gay and then I don’t know what to tell ya. find a date?
I have problems with gays wanting me to share their lifestyle. I’m not gay. I don’t usually get angry over it unless they interfere with my life in a way I don’t like.
There have been many guys on here who have been worried that their sz turned them gay. Only one of them actually ended up being gay. I think that male homosexuality is so heavily stigmatized in our society that some guys get paranoid about it. Because, in their minds, that is the absolute worst thing to be. I think if you confront your own fear of homosexuality and work on being more comfortable with the idea of it, you will stop having these intrusive thoughts.
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I thought I was gay or bi and that everyone around me was trying to get me out of the closet and making fun of me with passive aggressive remarks for being afraid of being gay. I think part of it was true and the other part of it was my delusions. I think when people act out of the ordinary people want to simplify the reason behind it because they have no experience with the other possibilities like mental illness. Ignorance can lead people to believe anything that falls into there lifetime formed logic. But only you know the truth and if your cracked mind is blocking you from seeing the truth accept both possibilities until no more acute focus is altering your judgement. It’s what I did, hope this helps. And remember to relax, take anti-anxiety meds if you have too.
I’ve given up caring whether Im straight or gay or whatever. Ive liked some girls and Ive liked some guys, and i leave it at that. O and u shouldn’t care about anyones judgements about who you like. Who you like is ultimately up to you. ■■■■ other peoples opinions on who you like. Like who YOU like
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A good why to find out for sure it try try nofap for 90 days(no masturbation). I tried it awhile back with great results and currently back on it. After 90 days you’ll start craving and having sexy dreams about the ones you want. For some people it takes six months depending on whether you’ve watch porn for a long time or not. Here’s a popular subreddit filled with more useful information if your interested.
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Doesn’t matter if you’re straight, gay, or bi. Just be the best YOU that you can be.
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