Am i delusional

[Bowens]

My doctor thinks that I’m delusional

And psychotic even though I’m healthy

Do I sound delusional?

Since 11 years old I have had thoughts that my parents were going to / would like to kill me. Recently (since the summer) I have had thoughts that Freemasons and the Illuminati rule the world and want to kill us ordinary people. I also think that it means something special that an Illuminati member and I have the same birthday and that the symbol of the University of Helsinki related to Freemasonry etc. and my thoughts on studying there sometime in the future would be related in the way that I am supposed to become a Mason. My other thoughts are that I get cyanide / poison gas / carbon monoxide poisoning and once even that my parents intentionally kill me for carbon monoxide poisoning. Anx…

Just a couple quick examples. I’m sure that I could find more if I tried.