I was better for some years but now I have agoraphobia again. When I walk out in the open, the soil under my feet sinks, I am dizzy, I am about to faint, my spirit gets out of my body (derealization) etc. The ground moves up and down
When I told my psychiatrist his response was to increase antipsychotics and not take any med for anxiety etc. Does he think it’s psychosis?
Om,
Did you stop working on your agoraphobia? I find that, if I stop, I back track, lose my footing, and have to redo the work.
Every day, for example, I go outside and sit for about 20 to 30 mins at a time, for desensitization.
What are you doing to help yourself?
I didn’t accept any further increase on clozapine.
He suggested 300mg instead of 200, but I told him that we have tried it before, and I couldn’t talk properly
That sounds like a smart plan.
I walk every night. I am alone in the road.
But when i reach the small town, where there are many people, I am getting dizzy etc.
You have agoraphobia too? For how long?
16 years, nearly. Thanks. When I was early on, my therapist encouraged me to do a bit at a time. I finally got to a point where I slowed and almost stopped progressing.
Walking is good. I’m proud of you.
16 years? Wow. And you prefer to stay inside?
I feel safest inside.
I’ve had Agoraphobia for decades.
I too prefer to stay at home.
I’ve improved a bit over the years.
Can you go to a concert full of people or in a restaurant? When I go to a restaurant I want to sit near exit door. I feel safer knowing that I can jump out of there
I can’t go to a concert and I can barely go to a restaurant.
So in what ways have you improved?
I can go to certain places with my dad or brother.
Before I couldn’t do this.
Agoraphobia is a distinct thing, besides schizophrenia? Or related to schizophrenia? What do you believe?
I think it’s distinct but common with certain disorders like schizophrenia or bipolar disorder.
Very common with anxiety or depression.
I have bad agoraphobia too. Even with family I feel nervous. I try to avoid social situations if I can. In my job I work with only one or two other people, so it’s not bad. But I can’t go to the mall or anything like that.
Agoraphobia is a fear, subset of generalized anxiety disorder.
I’m increasingly reluctant to leave my room, which gets me into trouble with the nurses, but I doubt it has anything to do with agarophobia, I simply can’t stand reality.
What do you mean? You can’t stand it?
I am sensitive to people’s evil minds and bad thoughts all around me and I think I have agoraphobia due to my sensitivity
This demonic universe is ugly beyond redemption. I feel other people’s pain, even if I don’t necessarily believe there are other people. But I’m mostly normal, thinking normal things, like the future of digital literature or sociology. But above all, my thinking is driven by guilt. I speak in two voices who profoundly mistrust each other. For that I feel guilty too. Staying inside a hospital room simplifies things which is what I need the most at the moment.