this is a totally new feeling for me, i have had agoraphobia for over 10 years, and stay inside all the time, sometimes not going outside at all for 6 months at a time, now along with schizophrenia symptoms, i feel trapped in the house, i want to run away, emigrate, or escape, every day i want to just go anywhere at all.
my family arent happy because i keep saying i want to go to edinburgh on a train (i dont know why edinburgh), i live in wales, but i dont have a lot of money (living on welfare uk) and going outside costs money, eg taxi to get somewhere and i end up spending money, my house is already full (hoarder), is this a known symptom, needing to go out?
should i go out?
should i spend money to relieve immediate symptoms?
my doctor finally gave me olanzipine,
also yesterday i went out and felt i became someone else randomly, i felt their face was my face, and i was the person somehow, their expresion became mine ( a person off tv i think, not sure who) it lasted about 5 mnutes or so.
i forgot what i was going to say next. oh also i ended up swearing a lot at my husband in the garden, would olanzipine cause this?