I was prohibited from listening to music (instruments) cuz Im muslim and the illness takes me to the deepest points of religiosity. So I wanted to make an end to that by writing song by myself and making acapella melodies with songs. What do you think. I will sound like home free band…
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Its a great idea and then post it on youtube will add strenght for when you get psychotic again.
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God doesnt hate you, thats probably the illness.
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Yeah im recovered but I cant get happy he just want me to live in the mousq or die!
How do you know this though?
It is my heart he controls with feelings when ever im happy he curses me…
That doesnt sound realistic though, he wouldnt have any particular reason to hate you specifically.
you could also maybe listen to monastic music maybe…
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It is all monastic and he hates the fact that it is so pure and positive. All he wants me is to listen to the Quran! Now even kids listen to music but im diffrent than those. “Oh is music is all u wanted for happiness my dear. Go to hell thats not how you love me. I know that is nothing wrong with it, but damn on you I love who ever I wanna love and I allow what I ever want to.” And im so close to hime by heart. But he is just jeouls
Of my monastic playlist!! Sends me all those demands to harass me …
Maby its best to break free from these thoughts are you taking medication at the moment?
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Im very stable. But it is what it is… sorry if I said something mean but I did this to share it before I comiite suicide or or burn our house. So that he will understands. But wont do it. Im just very angry
I would be angry too if I was in that situation because a person just wants to live their life and enjoy it.
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Thanks. This life hurts man.
Plz watch this
Its very good thanks, very upbeat
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