About my first psychosis

For those of you who don’t know my first psychosis (and only one 9 years ago ) it happened when I was working and I got fixated on a guy and ended up sending him soooo many messages revealing everything about myself. I basically thought everyone at work was somehow in love with me :tired_face:. I know I should not have but I saw his profile and honestly I don’t even know why I got fixated. He wasn’t my type.

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I was making plans to run away with him and thought all his friends were helping me but in reality I was scaring the crap outta them.

It’s okay Ish. I’m sure we’ve all done silly things during moments of psychosis.

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That sucks @anon80629714. But you weren’t in your right mind so there’s nothing to feel guilty about.

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Maybe they were.

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At least you tried your best at getting to them. Honestly there has never been a chick who would try so hard to get a guy. I truly think you did this the correct way ish. keep thriving.

Back in the day I suffered from the same sort of thing. A lot of erotomania and the start of some decent paranoid delusions. It happens and you wonder when your better what the hell were you thinking! I’m glad the meds help me back to a reality I can have real relationships with women. That is good enough for me!

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@anon80629714
That sounds really upsetting. I’m so glad you aren’t in the same place, and that your life has changed. You were ill. Remind yourself of that.

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