The first 8 days without alcohol was terrific. Such a joy to be clear in the head and my body felt better. No craving at all.
Then one of my mood swings came by. Intrusive thoughts, depression and stupid suicide ideations (i’m not reacting to them or in danger)
And now i’m craving alcohol like ever before. I just want a big, strong beer to get rid of the bad mood, but i guess, it’s not an good idea to begin drinking, as long as you still got the craving.
I just have to go through this episode, and come out sober.