The first 8 days without alcohol was terrific. Such a joy to be clear in the head and my body felt better. No craving at all.
Then one of my mood swings came by. Intrusive thoughts, depression and stupid suicide ideations (i’m not reacting to them or in danger)
And now i’m craving alcohol like ever before. I just want a big, strong beer to get rid of the bad mood, but i guess, it’s not an good idea to begin drinking, as long as you still got the craving.
I just have to go through this episode, and come out sober.
Hang in there. Im no angel, cos i too have the odd relapse. But it does get easier. I know what you mean about the strong beers, we have a load of polish ones here for the local community and they are lethal after 2.
Ive found that sometimes its just because im thirsty - glugging some fizzy soft drink can help. And keep a good supply of boiled sweets, sometimes you might be craving the sugar outta one.
your pdoc can prescribe anti-alcohol pills, not the kind that make you throw up if you do have a beer or two or six.
I’m on them. Idk, I’m starting to think it’s all psychological though,
that they are actually helping me.
@bluebutterfly a friend of mine is part of an online group who support each other in trying to quit for 30 days. He has found it quite helpful, he’s gone down from getting drunk every day to maybe falling back once every two or three weeks. I know he’s a lot happier
@bluebutterfly remember why you want to do this. Remember not wanting to sit on the couch drinking every night and feeling unhealthy. Remember the bad feelings. Go towards the healthier you. Get up and go for a walk and enjoy being sober. I’m proud of you for doing this. Keep going.
My advice is to stay away from those. They help keep the craving alive for beer with alcolhol. Too many of the people I see using those are unable to maintain sobriety because of them. There are, unfortunately, some tastes you’ll have to give up as part of a sober life.
Rehab has never worked for me, Drinking around a dependent son?
it was all shame.
I never went back.
I quit for a long time when I’m employed.
I don’t think employers realize they are changing a life.