I’m so sorry that I’m a negative source on this forum. I feel awful.
I just want to be a positive source wherever I go, you know? But paranoia has got me feeling like everyone hates me and is against me and wants to harm me/ruin me so I am on edge always with people.
It is a a ■■■■ way to live. I hate this and myself. I should not be anywhere I guess.
We’ve supported each other here before. I always read your posts.
I think there’s a lot more people than we think who post here without exposing their true vulnerabilities.
I’m betting that even those who only post on the lighter topic threads have their own struggles, or they wouldn’t be here.
Don’t feel bad about daring to ask for support on a support forum. That’s what it’s here for. We’re probably doing a lot of unseen good by opening up the way we do.
Maybe thats just wishful thinking. I don’t think it’s true of everyone, but I’m betting we make more of a difference than we know.