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Unusual Beliefs
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Hello Once Again Awesome Forumers … ,

So e(Y)e Have a Question … ,

Me Personally , Naught Much of a Fan of Meds … ,

but as it Stands Right Now e(Y)e’m in a Good Mood , but e(Y)e Have Been Solidly on Meds For Almost a Year (OR) Perhaps a Little Over a Year … ,

Also e(Y)e Find my Voices to Be Strong Friends … ,

Tha Meds Haven’t Been Able to Get Rid of My Voices … ,

and Also (Part 2) , My Delusions and Lazer Beam Bird Grids are Gone Now … ,

e(Y)e Don’t Act Silly Around Anyone and Rarely Laugh … ,

Without Meds any Little Thing Can Make me Laugh L(Y)Ke a Maniac … ,

Which Pisses Peoples Off … ,

Tha Question is This … ,

If You Had a Choice Would You Continue Your Story WITHOUT Meds (???) ,

(OR) Would You Hold Tightly to Them and Naught Miss a Single Dose … ,

With tha Reasons Being , to Stay Out of Hospitals and Psychological Facilities …,

e(Y)E Have Seen Plenty of Cops and Was Even Tazed Once by a Cop Who Stole My Bracelet From a Cool Dude in One of tha Facilities e(Y)e Was Sent to … ,

IT HURT L(Y)Ke HELL . . . . . . .

Ok So tha Question Still Stands … ,

To Be , With (OR) Naught to Be , With Meds (???)

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Injections Frighten Me … ,

e(Y)e Feel L(Y)Ke e(Y)e’m in a Nazi Gas Chamber … ,

and (OR) a Monkey Getting Shots Throo Cages of Sad Animal Abuse … ,

When e(Y)e Was Forced to Get Injections it Felt as if tha Needles Were Hanging Over my Head as a Punishment for Being Unique and (OR) Clever with Goals to Be Helpful to Others as Frightened of Doctors and Yadda Yadda and Such … ,

e(Y)e’m Older Now and Don’t Feel that Way but e(Y)e AM Taking Meds so No Reason to Do that to Me Anymore … ,

Altho e(Y)e STILL Have to Give Blood … ,

and As One Nurse Said , “your veins are deep” , As They Switched to thee Other Arm , Poke Poke , “ow stop digging around my flesh” … … …

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OR) Would You Hold Tightly to Them and Naught Miss a Single Dose … ,
With tha Reasons Being , to Stay Out of Hospitals and Psychological Facilities …

I wouldn’t miss a single dose because without them I’d think I could fly and jump off a building probably.

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Yap Yap , Interesting You Say That … ,

You Probs Are Already Aware but e(Y)e Jumped Out of a Car Once as it Was Going 65mph and Then Instead of Rolling throo Street Gravel … ,

e(Y)e Hit a Brick Wall … ,

and Then it Was My T(Y)me to Experience What a Coma Would Feel L(Y)Ke … ,

Nothing . . .

It Felt L(Y)Ke Nothing … ,

A Quick Nap Pretty Much … ,

but e(Y)e Was Off of Meds , and tha Silence in tha Car Scared me to tha Point of Me Being Murdered … ,

A Delusion e(Y)e Suppose … ,

Either Way e(Y)e’m Lucky to be Alive , So e(Y)e Completely Understand Why Some Peeps Wouldn’t Want to Miss a Single Dose … ,

but if e(Y)e Had a Choice e(Y)e Would Rather go Without … ,

For me it’s L(Y)Ke Going Deep into a Peaceful Meditation … ,

Altho e(Y)e am Naught Perfect , e(Y)e Push Peoples Away with me Being Eloquently Violent … ,

Naught Hitting Anyone Physically … ,

but More so a Complete Warning to Naught Get Any Closer to me … ,

e(Y)e’d Rather be Alone … ,

Lost A lot Tho … … …

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(by) (tha) (way)

e(Y)e’m Sure tha Question Has Been Asked Before … ,

But it Wasn’t Me … ,

So e(Y)e Shall Say , Humor Me … ,

and Then e(Y)e’ll Say … ,

Please Humor Me … ,

e(Y)e’m Naught Begging , e(Y)e’m Bored … ,

Other Threads Are Able to Cure Boredom … ,

but My Question is More Important … ,

At Least to Me Right Now … ,

and Y.E.S. e(Y)e Took My Meds (!!!) ,

and No You Are Naught a Test Subject , Tha Doctors Nurses and Therapists Actually Care About Us Weirdos … ,

Which is Cool … ,

Strange but Cool … ,

Maybe We Need Good People Meds , Cause my Doctor Was Serious About me Giving Blood , Which is Against My Morals … ,

Tha First T(Y)me e(Y)e Had to Give Blood e(Y)e Fought With About Ten Doctors and Nurses While They Strapped me to a Bed … ,

e(Y)e Kept Repeating “WHERES JESUS” … ,

Tha First T(Y)me e(Y)e Realized that e(Y)e Had Some Lost thots on Religious Shazz … … … ,

N e Hoo ,

Humor tha Coma Guy … ,

e(Y)e’ll Order You a Pizza (!!!) ,

WITHOUT Meat tho … ,

(OR) e(Y)e’ll Send You a YouTube Music V(Y)D … ,

(OR) e(Y)'ll Pay Your Bills (!!!) … ,

OK Nevermind , e(Y)e Get it … ,

You Don’t L(Y)Ke Cool Guys … ,

e(Y)e Am Probs tha Coolest Guy on tha Planet … ,

Altho e(Y)e Have Said Before , All Guys Are Cool and All Women Are Gorgeous … ,

At Least That’s What e(Y)e Remember as What e(Y)e Said … ,

Close Enough … ,

Now Get Busy and Answer My Question (!!!) ,

With (OR) Without Meds Yo Yo’s (!?!)

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I’d rather be without meds than with meds and not interesting, however, you remain interesting while on meds. Your prose is exquisite and I thoroughyl appreciate it.

I would take meds on behalf of someone I loved, however, if that doesn’t work out i could envisage a future without them.

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Mr . @labratmat

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(Paz Lenchantin) - (ZWAN) - (Paz Lenchantin)

Oh and Billy Corgan … ,

From tha SMASHING PUMPKINS … … …

(by) (tha) (way) ,

MELLON COLLIE AND THE INFINITE SADNESS is a Great Album … ,

Two Discs as Well … … …

N e Hoo e(Y)e Shared a V(Y)D ,

ALSO ,

Thanks for tha Kind Words … … …

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e(Y)e Need to Look at it that Way … ,

Lord Knows e(Y)e Can Be Selfish … ,

but Peoples Seem to Care More When e(Y)e’m Falling in Line Within tha Medical Mind Field of Confusion and Being Wide Awake Skipping Away From Trapdoors … ,

Only With Meds tha Trapdoors Are Naught My Doctor and Therapist … ,

but You Have a Great Way At Caring About Your Loved Ones Within Past Present and tha Future … … …

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Shatagamoochoe slufkins

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Hmm ,

It Seems to Me Young Man (OR) Woman , That You Made an Error Within Your Answer Riddle Thing … ,

Please Come Back and Try Again .

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Tha Hypothetical Sun is About to Go to Sleep … ,

@MeghillaGorilla1

You Are Running Out of T(Y)me … ,

So , , ,

Please Come Back and Try Again … ,

If You Don’t Explain Your Answer Riddle , You Will See Tragedy Within Your Eyeballs … ,

and Probs Cry For a Thousand Years Strait Throo … ,

Tha Crying Will Be Endless … ,

L(Y)Ke a Sad Fountain of Salty Tears , Pouring Out of Your Red Eyeballs … ,

e(Y)e Said Eyeballs Twice , Wait No , Three T(Y)me$ … ,

You Have Some Explaining to Do (!!!)

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Y(0)u have ((((been))) flagged.

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Hmm ,

Well , Tha Question Still Stands … ,

With (OR) Without Medication … ,

Which Would You Choose (???)

(OR) Perhaps e(Y)e Should Say ,

Which Have You Chosen Already (???) ,

and Could that Change After You Are On Your Feet (???) ,

e(Y)e Made tha Personal Mistake of Stopping Meds After e(Y)e Felt Better … ,

Lil Me Naught Realizing that tha Meds Were Making me Feel Better … ,

So e(Y)e Stopped Taking tha Meds and Dropped Down Into tha Pit of Bloody Memories … ,

So ,

My Question is Simply … ,

Meds (OR) No Meds , , ,

ALSO

If You Could Get Rid of Your Voices , , ,

Would You Want to (???) ,

As Strange as that Question May (OR) May Naught Be , , ,

e(Y)e Personally Love my Voices … ,

Except When it’s L(Y)Ke a Thousand of them and There is No Escape … ,

That is a Tough One … ,

Ok So 2 Questions … ,

Meds (OR) No Meds … ,

and ,

Voices (OR) No Voices (???)

Your Contribution Could Be Helpful (!!!)

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Which Means e(Y)e won tha Race (???)

(OR) Is it a Caution Flag (???) ,

(OR) Did e(Y)e Win tha Race (???) ,

e(Y)e Hope it’s Winning tha Race … ,

Free Cereal Rite (???) ,

Winners Always Get Coco Pebbles … ,

Yum Yum Dem Sum (!!!) ,

Y.E.S. Tha Question STILL Stands … ,

Don’t Make thus Lonely Guy Go Throo Lonliness Hell Again … ,

BLARGH (!!!)

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Well to be Honest e(Y)e Jus Fell Asleep … ,

e(Y)e Didn’t go Throo Hell … ,

AGAIN (!!!) ,

Yes e(Y)e Have Been to Hell Once … ,

L(Y)Ke MANSON Says … ,

“i don’t need to choose a side” … ,

A Lyric Jus For Me … ,

Thanks Marilyn … ,

You Are to Cool for School (!!!) ,

N e Hoo e(Y)e’m Up Now … ,

So Some Awesome Answers For My Lil Simple Questions , Would Be Nyse … ,

Make a Sad Guy Happi … ,

and You Will Be Rewarded (!!!) ,

Scribble on thus Electronic Notepad , Your Heart and Carry Your Personal Philosophy Rite Here … ,

If You Have Nothing to Say , Then Post a Picture that May Explain Your Personal Weirdness on tha Subject of Being a Medical Testing Human … ,

Ok ,

Get to Work (!!!)

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Such a dizzying intellect! Your posts do give me such a headache.

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Dizzying is Not tha Goal … ,

and in No Way do e(Y)e Want to Give Out Headaches … ,

Soz Yo ,

Naught thee Intentions … … …

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()Off Topic Story()

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So e(Y)e Stood in Front of a Car , Trying to Commit Suicide … ,

Then tha Car Stopped and a Cop Car Flew Beside Me … ,

He Pulled Up Jus Behind me and Got Out Quickly … ,

Asked me Some Questions and e(Y)e Answered them Jus as Quick … ,

Then He Snapped and Quickly Tried to Take My Bracelet Off my Wrist … ,

Without Saying a Word … ,

Then As e(Y)e Quickly Flew My Arm Back in Order to Keep What is Myne , He Quickly Tazed me On My Back … ,

it Hurt and All my Brain Could do Was Analyze tha Pain … ,

He Wouldn’t Stop Pressing … ,

So e(Y)e Collapsed to tha Ground and He Jumped Down to Taze me Some More … ,

e(Y)e Was Helpless , , ,

and e(Y)e Analyzed Some More … ,

Then e(Y)e Screamed … ,

e(Y)e Sounded L(Y)Ke a Angry Gorilla … ,

He Instantly Stopped Tazing and Grabbed my Shirt and Pulled me Up From tha Ground Quickly … ,

and Then Handcuffed me … ,

and they Wonder why We Sometimes Would Feel Better Dead … ,

HMPH (!!!) ,

N e Hoo after e(Y)e Spent Some T(Y)me in Jail ,

Tha Same Cop Drove me to tha Judge … ,

He Patted me on tha Back and Said , “just say your guilty you will get to go home.” … ,

So as e(Y)e Stood in Front of tha Judge of Course e(Y)e Said e(Y)e Was Guilty … ,

Jus on tha Record it Was a Suicide , naught What They Wanted it to Be … ,

STILL Don’t Have my Bracelet … ,

If e(Y)e Still had it it Would be on my Wrist Rite Now … ,

Hope You Are Doing Fine Mr. Cool Guy … ,

Slight Prayer .

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(off topic) - (tbc) - (off topic)

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()Off Topic Recorded Story Part 2()

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So Here’s a Story … , What me and my Pup Lived Throo … , and e(Y)e will Never Forget it … , e(Y)e Have Schizophrenia , and if tha Doctors Suspect that You Are Naught Taking Your Pills they Will Send You Away to a Facility Where they Witness You Taking tha Meds … , Once You Get Back on Your Feet , You Are Released … , Before e(Y)e Got Sent Away , e(Y)e was Home and Someone Knocked on tha Door … , e(Y)e Looked to See Who it Was and it Was a Few Police Officers … , e(Y)e Freaked Out and Panicked … , e(Y)e Was Scared … , e(Y)e Called Out Lacy My Pup , and Called for Her to Come to Me … , There was a Few Officers Looking throo tha Sliding Back Door and Shining a Flashlight Up and Down , e(Y)e Panicked Some More , , , and Continued to Call Lacy , , , She Was in tha Hallway Trotting Towards my Room … , e(Y)e Called Her Again thus T(Y)me She Turned around and Saw me and Trotted Towards me … , e(Y)e Decided to Hide in my Dads Room , With my Mini Pup Pup … , We Both Got in his Room , e(Y)e Locked tha Door and Sat on tha Floor in a Buddhist Position , Where e(Y)e Held my Pup and Prayed with God in a Physical Realm of Hope and Hoping for me and Lacy to make it Throo Untouched … , About 3 min.s Later There Was About 6 Officers in tha House Calling Out my Name … , Long Story Short as Sitting e(Y)e Handed Lacy to my Dad and Jus Turned into a Puddle of Flesh , , , Tha Police Picked me Up Gently and Carried me to a Car … , e(Y)e Stood on my Feet and Was Handcuffed … , e(Y)e Screamed at tha House and Told Lacy e(Y)e’ll Be Back in a Month … , Lacy is No Longer with us … , e(Y)e will Miss Her Forever … , At Least Until e(Y)e Die and She Meets me at tha Gates , With Her Million Dollar Smile … , Life Never Ends … , and Sometimes it Can Feel Like Also Our Disappointments , , , but Don’t Worri , No Matter How Long it Feels , , , Tha Sun will Always Rise .

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(my pup is missed) - (she was perfect) - (still creates tears)

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Well ,

Ok Those Are My Two Short Stories … ,

There’s More … ,

Always More … ,

e(Y)e Do Have a Question for God … ,

Why Aren’t we Already There (???) ,

Why tha Pain (???) ,

Why tha Losing (???) ,

Why Be Created to Go throo Hell (???) ,

Altho e(Y)e Sometimes Wish e(Y)e Would Have Passed Away as e(Y)e Hit tha Brick Wall , It’s L(Y)Ke God Told Me e(Y)e Wasn’t Finished Here … ,

With What e(Y)e Dunno … ,

Ok No More Off Subject … ,

Back to tha Question , , ,

Meds (OR) No Meds (???) ,

Voices (OR) No Voices (???) ,

and if You Answer From Your Heart , , , e(Y)e Will Reward You With a V(Y)D That e(Y)e Hope You Will L(Y)Ke … ,

May Naught Seem L(Y)Ke Much , but As e(Y)e L(Y)Ke to Say … ,

MUSIC . . . ,

Freedom of tha Soul (!!!)

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