“you have to throw up on the carpets of the rich”
“You have to make love upon the carpets of the rich”
Etc
They say bizarre phrases,
like magical formulas
They are totally random.
20 lines of voices.
Now they stopped.
But Mr. Thoughtless occupies me,
making me say stupid things, like:
Vaka vaka vaka vaka,
vaka vaka vaka va
Viou viou vaka vaka
Viou viou vaka va
Hey om hows your paranoia
Not bad.
I fear cameras.
You?
Pretty bad. I feel like demons are getting closer. Hearing them telling me to kill people, and i just say i would never do that.
I had homicidal voices in the past.
It’s pretty distressing
Not at all tempted to act on it
Yes, sure. You’re not a murderer.
Do you take your meds?
I had to stop 5 days ago. Do you?
I’ve always had a fear of cameras too. I think they can read my mind. It’s irritating. If I could go back in time and uninvent it I would. Sorry @shutterbug.
Why? It’s a mistake. Take them asap.
I take them.
Cameras and paranoia that people
look secretly at my life all day long.
Don’t meds help?
With meds, it’s controllable
Because i believe demons are poisoning me through them
Meds don’t help mine except Luvox which gets rid of my intrusive thoughts to the point where I don’t care. APs don’t touch it.
I used to believe meds are poison.
You see? Schizophrenics have similar ideas.
It’s not reality
In my case, with meds, everything is better
That’s good, glad they help you.
Did yoy also think your psychiatrist might be trying to poison you? Or the pharmacist?