Demons and random people that aren’t there are talking to me.
I feel like I’m being ripped between two worlds. One where most people live in and a schizophrenic one.
Demons and the fbi are following me.
I can’t sleep right.
I don’t know how much more I can take of it. I’m not suicidal at all just feeling like I’m gonna lose my mind and do something dumb like run away like I tend to want to do.
I have both. It’s very rare that I forget now. My alarm app even has a snooze button for if you can’t take it that moment. You can reschedule for 5,10, 15, 30, 60 or 120 minutes later so you don’t forget
When my voices were at the worst they named me. “Midlope”. Etymologically, a lope is a step–so it was like I was stuck in a limbo, not in the “real world” but still somehow aware and present enough not to be off in some place of pure madness and disconnection or unreality either. I felt like a ghost, there but not there. So I really get what you’re talking about, and I know how scary/painful/exhausting that can be. Stick to your treatment routine, seek more help if you feel you’re struggling and coping is hard.