Last night was horrible i felt like i was on coke with a bad headache. And ive never even tried coke. I haven’t slept in 24 hours which has calmed me down a little bit but i need to sleep eventually. Idk what to do with myself anymore. Its all pointless. I really want some acid right now too. I crave it almost daily. I wish it was legal, id love to just walk into a store and buy it. But whatever ■■■■ society and ■■■■ me
I need to get the hell out of this country for a while. Travel abroad. God i hope donald trump wins so i can watch us all burn.
I can’t even imagine tripping, after this ■■■■ in my mind, I deal with sober! I would stay away from that. Your brain is fragile. Maybe you need to go find a nice girl, to occupy your time. You seem like a nice strapping fella, it can’t be too hard. Be more confident.
I know I mention my son a lot, but he just got back from traveling abroad for six months. He stayed in hostels and did everything on the cheap, so no major sights even, but he had a great time and learned a lot. He’s been staying with me for the past month and will leave tomorrow to settle in San Francisco. Sometimes when you have a different sort of mind you have to do different sorts of things. Trying to fit a square peg into that triangle is frustrating, and will never work. Try not to destroy yourself, @Kazuma, before you’ve even really begun to live. You’ll find your way, but it’s not in drugs or other destructive things. ️
Maybe you already know this but acid and other psychedelics are really bad for sz/sza. Don’t ruin yourself, man.
Potentially ruining your life for an 8 hour high is not worth the risk.
And I might add, not very smart.
I first took LSD after being in a mental hospital for nine months. The LSD trip was not fun at all!