A feeling of burden

DX'd - Sz/SzA
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In my reading, thinking, and interacting with normies, I can now see that part of my sz is a big burden of wrongs and guilt. My personality is constricted and I am clearly troubled and different. I can almost imagine “being forgiven” for whatever I have done wrong, and then feeling good. This is one of my needs now.

I look towards normies who function well, and also towards holy people.
I don’t know if it’s related to my sz, but I have some sins in my pre-illness period. I sure would like to be forgiven.
It’s partly about psychology and partly about religion, so the topic may get locked.

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I know what you are talking about. I have troubling behavior both before and after I was diagnosed. I’m really not an expert on this though. You can pm if you want to be more religiously explicit.

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There are lots of sinners who don’t have mental illness.

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