A feeling of burden

In my reading, thinking, and interacting with normies, I can now see that part of my sz is a big burden of wrongs and guilt. My personality is constricted and I am clearly troubled and different. I can almost imagine “being forgiven” for whatever I have done wrong, and then feeling good. This is one of my needs now.

I look towards normies who function well, and also towards holy people.
I don’t know if it’s related to my sz, but I have some sins in my pre-illness period. I sure would like to be forgiven.
It’s partly about psychology and partly about religion, so the topic may get locked.


I know what you are talking about. I have troubling behavior both before and after I was diagnosed. I’m really not an expert on this though. You can pm if you want to be more religiously explicit.

There are lots of sinners who don’t have mental illness.

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