Made you look!
No, I was going to say I fantasize a lot lately about getting “cured” and on the one hand I know it is not helpful, because I need to accept the reality that is in front of me, which is that I have schizophrenia. On the other hand, the things I would do with my life if I were well are also the things I should be challenging myself to do anyway, regardless of my diagnosis.
I guess I do wonder if this hope I’ll get better will go away. Maybe it just depends on how many relapses I have before I’m prepared to just accept it.