Around 4am this morning I had been awoken by a super sharp whistle, I woke up and was terrified of what it may have been, I did not want to look behind me. When I finally did I found out that no one had made the whistling noise and that I woke myself up with a non-existent whistle.
Anyone else experience this before? This has happened more than once.
Not the whistle per say but hearing things that awake me out of sleep to where Iām checking outside to see who might be there. But I guess as long as itās sleep related itās not uncommon in most people, dreams can be a strange thing.
Iām surprised I donāt get more of these dreams we were woke up a lot during all hours with a whistle in the bay after 9/11. No joke we were doing pushups so much during those mornings weād have bruised elbows from sweat slipping on the floors that we buffed while others slept. Back then you shined your boots, back then you buffed the floor at night and had a fire guard. No one was safe from duty they made sure of that lol. Peavy rocks yet I have two vox amps rnā¦my dad had the best peavey pa system around though once upon a time.
Thing about my whistle is that it wasnāt a real one.
Looking back at when all this started for me I just realized that my time is being cut short. It was this that put me under the impression that ādemonsā were after me. I have to keep myself fine for another 5 days, thats when I go in to discuss treatment options. I might just admit myself to a hospital before I get bad again, last time I quit sleeping, hallucinated to high hell, was on edge constantly, paranoid stricken, etc.
Okay do you have a coping vent until you can get into any helpful facilities? I really wanna make sure youāre good to go.
I have here and I have friends to talk to.
Whatās your dig on music, you have the amp brand I seeā¦
My uncle has the Amp brand, but I do mostly listen to Heavy Metal. Its quite calming. I was learning how to play the electric guitar for a while.
Well donāt give up on the playing man, thereās a lot of scale metal masters out there but you can do a lot with that talentā¦donāt give up. Lucy Liu wakes me up from sleepingā¦literally. I pretty much have Stockholm syndrome from these voicesā¦went away almost a week and I ended up not doing hardly anything but panic and say (this isnāt right whereād they go)ā¦total Stockholm syndrome manā¦then they came back and it was like my panic racked suffering was normal again. I gotta admit I must be some ā ā ā ā ā ā up sadist cause they really hurt me. But Iām so used to it I donāt know how to cope when itās all shut off in an instant. Thatās where I know these voices and tactiles have me. And what they say affects me, deep things, horrible mistakes. Canāt stop wonāt stopā¦
I havenāt gotten to play in years, if I do start playing again Iāll definitely practice.
Good luck to you with your problems.
Well theyāre plentiful because of my own mistakes truthfully, I have to disintegrate my ego and accept that I donāt know it all and I have to survive the things that happen to me calm, cool, and somewhat sober.
Listening to this now, pretty good song. I enjoy Slipknotās music, I havenāt heard that one yet (until now).
Well 666 is truthfully dead, remember Mr Crowley by Ozzy Ozbourne??
I used to listen to that song quite a bit, I do remember it. Why?
Crowley famed himself upon his self titled theme, man! The great beast 666 man!~
He invented an occult religion named THELEMA. Itās pretty abrupt and heartless in some ways though so I stick to tradional Christianity I just donāt take sacrament anymore lol.
Iāve been woken up by a doorbell ringing in my head a few times in the past but not a whistle.
When I lived alone phantom noises would jolt me awake an in to a panic.
But I now live with my sis and so even if something sounds a bit unusual⦠I just tell myself⦠āmy sis is the one making the noise, itās all OKā because if it wasnāt⦠sheād wake me up and let me knowā¦
with that in mind⦠I go back to sleep.
yes,noices awaken me alsoā¦not real often,but it does happenā¦hang tough