So as my journey goes…
It’s third week without ablify!! And I feel awesome. I know people can relapse in a year or so, though I am happy I can live atleast for a short time without a med I thought was crucial for me…
:))
I also will stop that med for ADHD. It has literally no effect for me as I noticed. (Pramistar)
I hope that in several months, maybe 3-4 or so I will lover my vraylar to 4,5 and then to 3 mg. And so on… 
Overall life seems good these days, just feeling quite tired.
Renivation in a bookstore requires lots of work… so that’s about me.
How are you doing guys???
I wish I had sorted out my mental health when I was your age !
Well done, but be careful stopping vraylar as that’s probably keeping you sane!
Good luck @anon8411913 but like @everhopeful said, be careful
dont feel good. almost throw up in the mornings. no appetite. feel confused. couldnt count money yesterday and keep forgetting everything i should def remember
How did you get to the position of stopping meds?
I will be careful. Just the fact that I have zero symptoms, and feel like capable of everything, also working at studying… I have this idea that my brain started working better. I mean, maybe it started healing, truly healing. Though I don’t remember when I felt that good. Last Several months opened my eyes, both in a good way (my confidence, my health) but also the breakup with a person I felt was ‘mine forever’. Actually first time I do feel like a legul adult. I realised lots of things last months @everhopeful @Wave
@irrelevant really sorry to hear that. I truly wish you the best… life can be really shitty sometimes 
why do you feel so? I mean no apetite and etc. ?
@Superdry well, IDK. I just feel really good. My pdoc also wants me to stop meds oneday. She had this goal from the beginning of my all problems( I was very psychotic when we first met)) , though she didn’t even knew from the beginning that I smoked tons of weed and tried amphetamine once which sent me to psychosis. She always had hope about me.
idk. havent had an appetite in months
Noooooo, I been there a million times. It never ends well, I can almost see myself saying “I feel awesome!” just to be hit 10 minutes later with… ahh crap…
EDIT: So you are still on vraylar though?
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