This morning I have anxiety and paranoia of getting a heart attack or that I’m developing dementia. I ate something, but right now I’m just laying in bed like a zombie, I don’t know what to do, zero motivation. I’m dreading the next night because I know I won’t be able to get sleep again. No one is answering at the clinic I go to because of the holiday today. I’m going to stop taking the Rexulti today. They started me on 0.5mg for the first 7 days and then 1mg afterwards.
Or maybe what I’m feeling is like teeth pain when one has braces? But I have this desire to be pure like when I’m on medication such as Rexulti I don’t workout as hard in fear that there will be some adverse effect. I don’t know how to explain it any better than that.