Damn I can actually enjoy video games again… This is insane… I literally sat there giggling at the screen as I was playing this old RTS from 98…
Then surprisingly a friend of mine shows up and wants to play halo… He was surprisingly good (surprise x2) for being the dude who just drives around in the vehicles when we’re playing four player…
It’s been a good day. I’m totally sober but I am both amped and relaxed… I guess extatic is the word… Ah ■■■■ I’m clearly manic.
Subdued the contemplation of having a coffee about 30 minutes ago… It keeps coming back but I think I’ll be passed it in an hour… Or I’ll have coffee by then and still be tired… Or I’ll have coffee by then and take a trazadone in a couple hours to get a full REM cycle in before work.
Chyahh byaaaah… It’s rare I’m manic these days…
Looks like I’ll be running shifts at the bakery and my favorite lady-friend wants to start skyping… Also got that RTS to work over the network… And my psychosis is still subsiding slowly… I feel careless and happy for the first time in years. I don’t expect it to last but for now… Thank god for a break in all the seriousness of the SZ bs.
Anyone care to chat?