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On Lithium Carbonate I get water retention, extreme thirst, weight gain, severe anhedonia.
Can’t enjoy music, food or nicotine on lithium.
Also how long do you have to be on lithium for it to damage the thyroid gland? I think chatgpt said it interferes with iodine reuptake or something the other day.
Pdocs here at hospital saying I need a mood stabilizers when I don’t get mania or depressive majorly, in the community.
In hospital I had a weird mania last month but I think it was stress, ASD, voices and hostility of the ward that made me crazy. Also bad smells and too much human interaction
I don’t like talking to people much.
Hospital docs don’t know me irl. Just from subjective notes made by hospital staff.
It’s not fair.
I feel suicidal from anhedonia from lithium, so I ceased it 6 days ago.
As a result they rescinded my leave for fresh air breaks.
Which in itself is psychological abuse because I need a change of scenery and time away from the chaos of the ward. I can’t just stay in my room all day either..I get restless.
In the community I normally do 10-20k steps a day out in nature and I haven’t had that opportunity here.
I do have ASD but high emotional intelligence and empathy. So I comprehend social cues etc. Only issue is sensory overload in hospital. The shouting is currently giving me insomnia.
And my diagnosis by doctors is SZA
I say stress or insomnia induced temp psychosis.