Not going to share
I’m way too uncomfortable rehashing my past delusions.
They were horrific!
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I tried to commit suicide in a psychotic state
the devil molested me in a hallucination I had
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That sounds really painful @san_pedro .
I’m glad you are healing.
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I believed my friends I had and family wanted to kill me and were trying to etc and that they were actors pretending to love me when really they didn’t like me and wanted to see me die.
I believed I was a Nazi experiment and that politicians were out to get me and ruin my life and make sure i never succeed.
I believed my soul mate was seduced by my best friend or friends and had sex with them while I felt it happening and felt their orgasms etc and I had to cut my feet to make them stop.
I believed “they” were going to pay an actor to play a character and marry me and pretend to love me.that no one wanted to marry me they just pretended to for the money.
I felt so hopeless with voices and delusions.
I even thought my dog at the time was “ in on it” and pretending.
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I didn’t think my parents were my parents either.
Sometimes i still don’t believe it.
I just feel my real parents would love me so much more.
I also thought I was being poisoned and stopped eating and drinking.
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Same. I thought my dog was an android placed to control me.
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I thought celebrities were my parents and paid my actual parents $2,000 to take me.
I also thought I was 25% pixie fae, as in the the type of fairy. I had false memories of flying when I was three and then my wings were taken, like Maleficent.
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This Thread is making me feel so much better everyone’s just as crazy as I am
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the tv was given me messages pure delusional
I lost my mind
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That’s why I like this forum in general lol.
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Another delusion I had I was convinced I was dead
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I believed the society was regulated by psicopaths who had an organization. I saw them in the faces of people I walked by. They knew I knew it, and they were laughing at me because I couldn’t do anything.
Spy cameras hidden all over my place (I broke some electrodomestics looking for the cameras), even went to the police who were, in my mind, clueless.
A lot of hallucinations regarding people that weren’t there, my phone and computer hacked, etc.
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Oh yeah! The same time these delusions were happening, I also thought I was being raped and then mind cleared, so I couldn’t report it. So, I had a bunch of police stations programmed in my phone in case I could remember an incident and report it.
I thought I was being broadcasted naked on CNN. I called my dad and asked him if he had seen me on CNN. He said no.
I had also went to the police station and told the sheriff my neighbors were soliciting me for sex. So, they went their to the house and told them not to do it anymore. I got yelled at because it didn’t happen. So, yeah, I was nuts.
I had asked my sister if she slept with my husband - another hallucination. No reason to think this….completely out in left field. Then I didn’t want to talk to her. This lasted a month. I finally saw a psychiatrist and was diagnosed. I called her and apologized. I told her I was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
You can see why my husband requires me to be on medication. I was not medicated when these things were happening.
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I thought i was in a relationship with a celebrity and I thought my family was trying to hurt me I would contact the police
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I was locked up in a padded cell when delusional
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@MissPeaches the admin is going to ask you to change your name. Cant use full names here.
my first psychosis I was strapped to bed
pure torture
I thought people were trying to get me to kill myself. I bought a gun. I took off to Texas.
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I tried to can’t change it