She sang “photograph” by ringo starr in her letters to me when she wanted me back…I played it this morning and fell apart. I deal with guilt that I didn’t go to her when she needed me so much…she took her life in November…still hurts…probably I couldn’t have saved her even if I had gone out to her…I have my life with Angie here and she couldn’t deal with that. I hope God forgives me for leaving her so many years ago…maybe I could’ve saved her, maybe not…I feel so bad.
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I’m sorry for your loss jukebox. Dealing with that must be difficult. I’ve had to deal with the suicide of a friend as well. The day before he had come over but I didn’t answer. I still feel bad about it until this day. My advice is try not to blame yourself. These things take time. I’m terribly sorry you’re feeling this way now. My condolences.
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thank you…I am sorry your friend died…it is very hard today…some days it doesn’t hurt so much but not a day goes by that I don’t think of her…
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Hang in there jukebox. You know you have online friends like us here at schizophrenia.com who you can talk to if you ever need too. My friend passed away about 8 years ago. He tried to reach out to several people. No one knew he was struggling. You shouldn’t blame yourself jukebox. They say time heals all wounds. Not sure if it’s true but I hope you feel better soon.
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I’m sorry @jukebox.
Please hang in there - time heals.
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I’m sorry you feel bad and live with a lot of guilt. I know from experience of losing a close friend to suicide that this type of grief can be very complicated.
Please take care, @jukebox. And please be kind to yourself.
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