I don’t understanding why I’m hearing some of my thoughts come out of people’s mouths particularly people who I care about it’s as if they can hear my deepest thoughts and throwing it in my face using my fears as a way to keep me depressed and low.
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i went through the exact thing but after i was on the right meds that went away. I heard voices of my family and friends coming from other peoples mouth and it really hurt till today i feel its real
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in the society we live in we have to believe nothing we hear or see that others don’t isn’t true. if you follow that step it will help a lot.
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I am sorry that you are having a hard time, but I can’t even manage to read your message,
I have severe cognitive symptoms. @Antenna
I’ve been taking wellbutrin for a couple months that helped with the depression but,as for my thought process it’s still Out a wack it feels like the entire world is playing a joke on me and I’m the only one that’s not in on it
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FWIW it is a delusion. I know it feels real. I also feel like the whole world is in on something that I am not in on. I feel I am being watched 24/7 by the whole world and everyone around me is in on it and acting. Tthere is nothing I can do about it because no one will ever admit it to me. I am stuck. But it is a delusion. I really believe it just like you though. I know it’s hard.
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I think that’s called thought broadcasting. I’ve had it. It’s paranoia, as well as anxiety. Some of my thoughts I’m ashamed or embarrassed by, and wouldn’t want anyone to hear them. My brain tells me that people can hear my thoughts and even see them on television. No medication I’ve taken has ever helped much with this, except benzodiazepines, which I can no longer take.
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I’ve had to be hospitalized once for something similar I thought my friends were out to get me.I would ask them to come clean and admit that there playing with me.That they’re sabotaging my life .lets just say I don’t have many friends.Since these symptoms started I’ve destroyed countless relationships with people I value based on these delusions.
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I have not confronted anyone because I know that no one will be honest with me. I believe EVERYONE is in on it and it is pointless and will only make things harder and worse for me if I attempt to get people to admit I am being watched 24/7 and they know it and are participating. I have only been MI for 2 years but I believe I have been being watched for 15 years.
The day after I was diagnosed with schizophrenia I went to hang out with my friends.We were sitting in my car smoking a joint .Then one of my friends brings up hearing voices ,and saying negative things about someone who does.Im like ok coincidence. So the next day I’m at my aunt’s house and she starts preaching about the bible and how the pharices (if that’s how u spell it ) heard the devil talking to them.I told no one of my affliction.Things like that happen to me daily I just stay away from people I care about which sucks.
I used to ask people all the time, “Are you talking about me?” I was certain that if people were in another room they were making fun of me behind my back, and if they were in the living room, they were definitely watching my thoughts on TV. It’s awfully hard to explain that sort of thing away.
How come you can’t take benzodiazepine anymore?
I took klonopin for a long time, then I went off it, and the withdrawal was the worst experience of my life. I don’t ever want to go through that again.
On a positive note, I’m not half as forgetful now that I’m no longer taking it.
I’m thinking about going on abilify do you take that ? …and if so is it working.Im starting to forget what it’s like not to “broadcast”.
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I wish I would have posted this sooner .if I had the witts to just go with the flow.Alot of people wouldnt be so upset with me.
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They can’t hear your thoughts. You are experiencing symptoms of your disease that many others of us have too.
And I might add that when you know someone well enough you can both kind of guess (in a way) what the other person might be thinking. I share a tiny room in a board & care home with some 27 year old guy. In the year and a half I’ve been here we have had some issues. We know each other well enough to guess when the other guy is thinking about past conflicts. Its why they invented a term for people called “being on the same wavelength”.
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Maybe because your profile name is antenna so you think about it too much.
No one can hear your thoughts
I put antenna because it’s ironic that I feel like a beacon for thoughts.I have trouble with thought process ,and your saying I think of it a lot is like saying a cow is black and white .Its kinda of a duh moment .Some people can’t just not think of something and be fine um hence the reason for doctors,medication, and therapy.May I ask the afflictions that brought u to this site so I can judge you now…
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I agree that no one can hear my thoughts.Im new too this feeling and it’s horrible all I’m saying.
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I understand. I have it too.
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