@azteccelt I wirte a lot stories mainly and a lot of other stuff in my head down.
@Minnii Sorry if i sounded short handed about your time there, sometimes words move faster than my brain does. 
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i did most of my recovery myself, me and my friend
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Because you’re just another job to them, they don’t actually care if you get better 
That’s great! The more you put stuff down on paper the less it will effect what’s going on in your brain.
As a friend once told me: “Don’t let your head turn into a sundae split.”
Hahaha.
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idk, i tried to believe that they would help me or even cure me but it never happened,
imagine that ‘if a psychiatrist actually cured one of their patients’ hahaha that is a joke (sarcasm) 
It’s annoying because i don’t think many of us expect major help or a cure but speaking for myself only i wasn’t expecting such a low level of empathy or regard for my well being for someone who is basically a doctor of sorts. It feels weird that someone with a degree and career choice in helping people would care way less then myself someone struggling and tortured and be more ignorant. Then again i find most things in modern life to be a distraction whilst we’re guided like cattle into nothingness 
this may sound like tripe but i keep thinking like if i was Jesus on the cross i would be saying ‘let me be’ just ‘let me be’
If i died for this world in the state it’s in now i’d resurrect myself too just to kill myself for being such a fool.
hahaha thats funny, its that depressing that you might actually have a point haha idk what would happen if he came back but i heard it was written somewhere about it but idk lol
here’s a song-
I’ve always felt like there might be something out there spiritually even from a scientist pov but religion overall i cannot accept i don’t trust most of my own family let alone a long line of chinese whispers from all sorts of scumbags over the years
Gotta love ozzy ALLLLLL ABBOOOOAAARRDDDDD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO3IG-oRpis&ab_channel=MimMehmetKARAMAN
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I’ve always felt that satan was the good guy lol In the bibble god killed millions, satan only 6 people. He righteously kills the bad at heart and punishes anyone who is evil
well i’m still here
sorry my mind kind of wandered
dont want to ruin my own thread, or is it too late?
idk why i hate doctors so much right now just filled with so much anger towards them
can i get a cheeseburger?
You can haz two friend! lol I know man i tried to explain an example of a ‘fight’ for someone in life he said speaking in big crowds i tried to make him understand i feel like that from the moment i wake and because he felt i was speaking down to him he lied on the spot and pretended he got me to do it and that he was acting as if he was me… Then he started mentioning how long he’d been at mine and that his time is expensive (in a false joking sort of way). Insecure ■■■■■■■ with a degree on something that can’t be learnt lying to save face and then fully neglecting any of my points or what he came there to do. I’ve been over this so many times and the most reasonable response i got was that i’m just another number, another client/job and that he is gonna sleep easy regardless.
The truth really is cold when you see things for how they actually are and not what they try to appear to be.
i had a nurse i suppose but she was shite as well lol she was my only friend at one point though
I’m lucky enough to have a schizophrenic cousin and we’re more like destined brothers, the only person i’ve met i consider worth saving
Cheeseburger alert! 
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Feels like i should of have a chesseburger at lunch
i had a tough day i needed that @azteccelt lol
i had 800word research paper that i didnt even need to research much for stress and stress management and a formative assessment along with practical bandages and stuff for first aid class i think it was productive though, i got a lot done, 
here @Derpygirl 
Hahaha
I’m glad you’re happy. Sounds like you’ve had a very productive day. Kudos! I’m taking a physics class in a couple months to finish my associate’s of sciences.
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